what does it say about me that i'd still clamber out of this window just to see you? ridiculous, isn't it?

fuck you. you’re a fucking lowlife junkie. you’re a fucking bitch for taking advantage of emily’s kindness. she literally gives you a place to stay and all you do is act like a bitch to her, smoke in her room, and play on your phone. only like someone if something they do directly benefits you. you fucking ruined sam and steph’s wedding pictures. i’m glad you have an eating disorder. you deserve parents that don’t care about you. go crash your car into a fucking tree. don’t ever want talk shit to me, i’ll rip your piercing out of your nose and rip your spacer out of your mouth ugly ass bitch. emily can do so much better with her friend choice. you’re a terrible friend.

I know I’ve apologized for what I’ve done in the past but I just don’t think saying sorry will fix how I fucked you up. I’m so sorry for everything I said and did. You are an amazing person who deserves so much and I honestly don’t know why you’ve forgiven me but I thank you for that because we great friends now ❤️

i always see you spreading kind words and good vibes to everyone:) i have always loved the positive energy and light you bring. you are absolutely beautiful!!

you think you’re scary. nobody is gonna take you seriously. you have an android. you have an eating disorder and you self-harm. lower your voice when you talk.

I think I hate you, a little. I hate you the way you hate perfect days once they're gone, because you can't help but miss them, which makes you angry. I hate you the way I hate perfect afternoons after the sun has set, and it's just dark out. I hate you the way I hate an empty cup of coffee I've just drank, or the way I hate feeling sad at the end of the school year, because it's one step closer to being grown up. I hate you the way i hate the sound of the power plant outside my window at night, because it reminds me of you. I think I'll always love you, but I'll also always hate you a little. Just a little. In a good way.

I hate that i climbed out of my window just to see you. but that was no one's fault but my own.

I’ve reached a point where you rarely cross my mind and when you do it doesn’t hurt anymore. But all the same, I still think about the way that our story is such a tragedy. So many years we waited and for what? I don’t blame you and I hope you don’t blame me. I think we were just never meant to work out, not in this universe. Maybe in another timeline in another reality, some alternative versions of us are able to be happy and in love and together. But that’s not in the stars for us.
I hope you’re doing okay. You’ll always hold a special place in my heart.
TTEOTL.

I'm sorry, I wish I could go back in time & go I regret it every day there was more to the story.

Jessi. loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you forever. Even when you don't

When you sat with us today and you said that I didn't want you there, you were way wrong

You know you could text me anything anytime and I'd answer.

You’re always on my mind. Even though we are young, it’s so hard to forget us.

my pretty girl, ill be able to hold you and give you forehead kisses soon. i love you sweetheart

I have so much love for you but don't know how to show it. what if you don't feel the same way?

i’ll always love you, our story isn’t over yet, i just had to put the book down for a while

you used to talk to me so much. now you don’t care abt me

You were so special to me. I’m sorry things didn’t work out. I love you ❤️

I wish we still talked. But I believe you may hate me.

when you called yourself the universe, i smiled because you are mine.

Thanks for breaking up with me. I've learned a lot about love thanks to you

i don't know if its just a feeling, but i would love to talk again. <3

I wish I never hurt you like you said I did. I never meant to scare you. I thought we were ok

This distance isn't because I stopped loving you.. it's because I was hurting myself by holding on.

you were a wonderful experience

u being so strong and can be so soft so gentle u important stop hurting me and be w me or leave me

I loved you so much. I still do. I hope you’re doing okay. I think about you every day.

may the stars lead me back to your arms again one day

you were my only exception.