Unsent messages to JESSI
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: April 18, 2025, 11:27 pm UTC
This distance isn't because I stopped loving you.. it's because I was hurting myself by holding on.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: January 15, 2025, 5:41 am UTC
i don't know if its just a feeling, but i would love to talk again. <3
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: November 15, 2024, 1:14 am UTC
I loved you so much. I still do. I hope you’re doing okay. I think about you every day.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: November 14, 2024, 6:15 pm UTC
u being so strong and can be so soft so gentle u important stop hurting me and be w me or leave me
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: October 1, 2024, 2:55 am UTC
may the stars lead me back to your arms again one day
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: August 26, 2024, 8:01 am UTC
i’ll always love you, our story isn’t over yet, i just had to put the book down for a while
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: August 16, 2024, 4:11 am UTC
I have so much love for you but don't know how to show it. what if you don't feel the same way?
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: June 10, 2024, 3:57 am UTC
I'm sorry, I wish I could go back in time & go I regret it every day there was more to the story.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: April 23, 2024, 1:28 am UTC
Thanks for breaking up with me. I've learned a lot about love thanks to you
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: March 16, 2024, 7:07 pm UTC
my pretty girl, ill be able to hold you and give you forehead kisses soon. i love you sweetheart
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: February 26, 2024, 12:37 pm UTC
You’re always on my mind. Even though we are young, it’s so hard to forget us.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: February 23, 2024, 8:20 pm UTC
When you sat with us today and you said that I didn't want you there, you were way wrong
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: February 23, 2024, 2:40 am UTC
Jessi. loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you forever. Even when you don't
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: February 7, 2024, 5:52 pm UTC
I wish I never hurt you like you said I did. I never meant to scare you. I thought we were ok
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: January 31, 2024, 1:11 am UTC
when you called yourself the universe, i smiled because you are mine.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: January 31, 2024, 12:20 am UTC
I wish we still talked. But I believe you may hate me.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: January 23, 2024, 8:36 pm UTC
You were so special to me. I’m sorry things didn’t work out. I love you ❤️
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: November 17, 2023, 9:15 pm UTC
You know you could text me anything anytime and I'd answer.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: July 19, 2023, 10:53 pm UTC
you used to talk to me so much. now you don’t care abt me
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:17 pm UTC
I know I’ve apologized for what I’ve done in the past but I just don’t think saying sorry will fix how I fucked you up. I’m so sorry for everything I said and did. You are an amazing person who deserves so much and I honestly don’t know why you’ve forgiven me but I thank you for that because we great friends now ❤️
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:42 pm UTC
what does it say about me that i'd still clamber out of this window just to see you? ridiculous, isn't it?
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:56 pm UTC
i always see you spreading kind words and good vibes to everyone:) i have always loved the positive energy and light you bring. you are absolutely beautiful!!
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: November 12, 2020, 12:10 am UTC
fuck you. you’re a fucking lowlife junkie. you’re a fucking bitch for taking advantage of emily’s kindness. she literally gives you a place to stay and all you do is act like a bitch to her, smoke in her room, and play on your phone. only like someone if something they do directly benefits you. you fucking ruined sam and steph’s wedding pictures. i’m glad you have an eating disorder. you deserve parents that don’t care about you. go crash your car into a fucking tree. don’t ever want talk shit to me, i’ll rip your piercing out of your nose and rip your spacer out of your mouth ugly ass bitch. emily can do so much better with her friend choice. you’re a terrible friend.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: October 20, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
I think I hate you, a little. I hate you the way you hate perfect days once they're gone, because you can't help but miss them, which makes you angry. I hate you the way I hate perfect afternoons after the sun has set, and it's just dark out. I hate you the way I hate an empty cup of coffee I've just drank, or the way I hate feeling sad at the end of the school year, because it's one step closer to being grown up. I hate you the way i hate the sound of the power plant outside my window at night, because it reminds me of you. I think I'll always love you, but I'll also always hate you a little. Just a little. In a good way.
I hate that i climbed out of my window just to see you. but that was no one's fault but my own.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:17 pm UTC
you think you’re scary. nobody is gonna take you seriously. you have an android. you have an eating disorder and you self-harm. lower your voice when you talk.
From: ABC
To: jessi
Date: September 22, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
I’ve reached a point where you rarely cross my mind and when you do it doesn’t hurt anymore. But all the same, I still think about the way that our story is such a tragedy. So many years we waited and for what? I don’t blame you and I hope you don’t blame me. I think we were just never meant to work out, not in this universe. Maybe in another timeline in another reality, some alternative versions of us are able to be happy and in love and together. But that’s not in the stars for us.
I hope you’re doing okay. You’ll always hold a special place in my heart.
TTEOTL.
