Unsent messages to JENNA
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 7, 2023, 7:54 pm UTC
I found a poem I wrote for you that I never got to show you, and then I cried about it.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 5, 2023, 10:01 pm UTC
I get sad every time I find the things I wrote about you. I still have a few I never sent you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 4, 2023, 12:54 am UTC
i’m never gonna be how i was before you, and it hurts that i still love you. I wish i didn’t.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 3, 2023, 3:22 am UTC
i have so much i need to tell you and i don’t even know where you are anymore
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 2, 2023, 11:50 pm UTC
i miss you. i wish we were still friends. i wish things were different
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: October 27, 2023, 4:05 am UTC
I am so glad I met you. You will forever be my best friend. I love and appreciate you <3
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: October 17, 2023, 8:31 pm UTC
i love you forever and always lovie
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: October 11, 2023, 2:18 am UTC
u look happy with him, so I'm happy for u. i’ve moved on & found peace. but i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: October 10, 2023, 4:02 am UTC
He seems like a great guy. And you looked really pretty at homecoming. Sorry I never took you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: September 26, 2023, 3:24 am UTC
you win, you’re the only thing i think about constantly
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: September 21, 2023, 10:13 pm UTC
deep down, I always knew the end of our story. I just didn’t want to face the truth.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: September 13, 2023, 4:54 am UTC
i can't tell if you love me or hate me. and i don't know if i love you or hate you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: September 9, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
I love you always Jen Jen it all makes sense now. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: July 31, 2023, 5:50 pm UTC
you were bad for me, and i you. It was time
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:39 pm UTC
I miss the little life we made for each other
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:14 am UTC
dear jenna, I dont hate you but how come youd always criticize my actions but would never even tell me what was bothering you? yeah I know sometimes I go missing from texting for long periods of time but that's due to my mental health. my tears are tickling my neck while writing this, I hate how it's been months and I still cat stop thinking of you, you've left a mark on me and I'll never forget you but the things you did, well you should know they hurt so much but at the same time I'm worried for you, are you okay now? have you gained weight like you needed to?Did you go back to ballet? is your grandma okay? I miss you but i wont let myself get hurt like that again fuck you I miss you I hope you're well
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:31 pm UTC
hey lovely. I miss you. although i never liked the way you said "i love you" as it was overused and never fully meant, i hope youre doing well
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:09 am UTC
You turned all my friends against me. Why do you hate me? You always do this but somehow I know I'll forgive you again
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:25 am UTC
Hey cupcake/sprinkle/pancake/buttercup. I never bonded with a girl as much as I do with u. People who know me and if they saw how u act they would say oh no wonder thats Colin's girlfriend ur perfect for me. I don't want any other girl. Ur mine and I wanna keep it that way. Goodnight bb.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
Hey bb, It’s been now one whole day of when I officially asked u to be my gf:). From almost the very beginning I knew I was gonna make u my girlfriend. U mean so much to me and make me so happy. Ur awesome dumb butt:)
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
I just really want to hold your hand but I don’t know what other people would think. Being a lesbian is terrifying. I really like you, and I hope one day you know that.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:54 am UTC
You are killing me, slowly from the inside out. You are negative almost always and I just can’t keep letting you drain me. What happened to the version of you who had my back no matter what? The version that I knew I could count on. You are a stranger to me now and funny enough? I want to keep it that way.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:05 am UTC
I really don’t get you, one minute we are best friends and then the next you hate me and want me out the group. I just wish I could see if it was worth putting up with you and forgiving you every time. You make me hate every all because you don’t like me having other friends and having a life:) so in that respect screw you!
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:17 pm UTC
i feel like we lost our friendship and it hurts. a lot. especially bcuz u were what numbed the pain for a little while
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
i tend to wonder if you think about me at times because i definitely do i also wonder how it was so easy for you to leave after everything we went through together
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 26, 2020, 10:11 am UTC
I really really like u but constantly get mad at u because ur thighs are not wrapped around me. Sad emoji exclamation point emoji no kizzy.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 26, 2020, 9:49 am UTC
Hey wassup slime ball/ poopy face, Im currently up at 4:45 Am, ik you get mad when I do this but at least im being productive with this right? :)
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 26, 2020, 9:38 am UTC
Hey it has been a minute since I have done one of these for u la mow, but Im gonna make a few to make it up :)
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 22, 2020, 2:32 pm UTC
i’ve wanted to come out to you so many different times but i fear i never will.
i’ve had so many different opportunities but i chicken out. you’re my oldest friend and i know you won’t make a big deal about it.
i think i’m scared to not only mess up our group dynamics but that at school i won’t have friends after i tell everyone it’s hard cause you don’t go to the same school as me. for now this will have to do...
Jenna I’m Bisexual.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:25 am UTC
i just want to ft like we used to. you seemed mad last time i called you and i didn’t understand why. your my only friend so i want to be able to talk.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
I'm really glad that we got to talk serious today, cause every good serious conversation we have the closer we get to one another and another step and I think today was a big step:)
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:49 pm UTC
It's all because of you, I feel again but you cause me so much pain, you get me to eat and yet when I think of you I get sick because my worst fear became true, you saw me and you didn't want me.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:30 pm UTC
i still remember how you said you were gonna marry me, i still remember how you stood up for me when you're friends said they hated me, i still love you.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
I still want us to get married and i hope to god we do i can still see us on the porch swings watching our kids play in the yard
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
Ur bad at video games and ur knives thing is kinda weird but I still would't want o be with anyone else, You make all girls look like 0's and nobody's to me. Ur a queen and all I want is to be your King. I'm thiccer than u and can dance better but that is something ur just gonna have to live with.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
I want to go on cute dates with you, go drive around, watch the sunset, build forts and watch movies, I want to wear matching pajamas and cuddle. But I don't want to do that with anyone else but u.
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:08 am UTC
Jenna your're amazing, one of a kind. The most beautiful girl out there, and if that wasn't enough God gave you an awesome personality too. You became so important so fast and I'm going to do my very best to keep you. It definitely won't be easy but you are so worth working for Poopy face. :)
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
i really like u like i have a crush on you but that shit would be hella awkward so like nah and i just wanna see you happy
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
I never really knew if you liked me back. It was haunting being around you, its was real and tangible. It scared me. I was young, I still am young, but I think about you, way more often than I like to admit, i hope i see you soon, i think i have the courage now to tell you that i love you
From: ABC
To: jenna
Date: November 26, 2020, 2:09 am UTC
You and I met in school, and we instantly connected. And now here you are with him doing what we would do. I guess it's time to be the second choice again... You asked me for help and I told you to take a break because I know you can't handle another heartbreak. I don't know if I can be there anymore if you always choose me second.
