this is second one. but i want you to know that no matter what i'll always love you even if it was a short time. i really did want it to work which is why i let it go on for so long. just for in the end, you leave not caring and i'm left with scars and hurt. i see you are happy, and i'm happy for you. awhile ago i saw you at a store, i wanted to say hi but i knew that it was best to leave it as is. anyways i hope you'll be happy, truly happy.

you are everything to me. but ever since i realised that i was never the first person you could never go to, I've questioned whether or not you really do love me. you were supposed to be the person closest to me. I love you. but I just wish you could have said the same thing for me.

You chose her over me, yet you thought I was oblivious to it all. i know my worth. i deserve far better.

miss you

please come back i miss you, i would do anything if it meant i got to spend just a few moments w you

i feel … something too. also can’t manage it. i’m sorry.

please jayla

i’m scared that’s it too late to make up for not giving you the closure you deserve

in our ideal world, i never would’ve left

i love you mostest

I’m sorry I never took you seriously

I hope one day I can call you mine again and not mess it up again I miss you alot jayla

I can’t listen to frank ocean without thinking about you but you already knew that huh

lets try again and do it right this time. please. i love you

I’m sorry for how mean I used to be.

you make my heart ache

I started listening to waiting room again and it reminds me of u, do u like my purple hair ?

I started listening to waiting room again, it reminds me of u. Do u like my purple hair?

i want to make things right with you, you still mean so much to me

i wish you the very best even tho things ended the way they did

i think about you every night

i wish you would text me. i could explain everything

i still love you

i wish you’d call

I wish you still loved me the way I love you

come back to me, we can try again

i don't ever try to be mean to u. i still love u, I js struggle to show it.

we can try again, do it right this time

i wish it wasn’t just me who felt this way, but it’s my own fault

did u ever mean what you said about liking me or were you faded?

mine never post, but everytime i try to, it’s always to say that i do still love you

i don’t know if i’ll ever have the chance to tell you that i still love you…
i’m sorry

i don’t think i’ll ever get the chance to tell you i still love you. i’m sorry for hurting you

i will never not want to be ur best friend

i had the chance to tell you i’m sorry, but i didn’t. it still haunts me, more than a year later

i miss the old us.

i thought that we’d find each other again. but i don’t think you’d give me a second chance…

i still read the journal you gave me
i miss you

call me, i’ll answer.
i miss you

I still read that journal you gave me
I miss you

i hope it isn’t too late for me

its been three years and i still remember your favorite color

1000 words to say to you but i can only come up with 3

even if we can’t, i would still try again and again

Even if we can’t, I would still try again and again

even if we can’t, i would try over and over

we don’t have to fix anything, we can start new

we would be tg in every other universe but you would never admit that to me, let alone yourself

i still think of you every night, every day, every new years.

even if it can’t be fixed, i would still try anyways. again and again