Unsent messages to JASMIN

what happened to you? why have you become so distant?

I hope you know I still didn't get over your green eyes

Loves a strong word lmao so. I don’t know how you feel about me but I know that I like you a lot and I feel like you do but you’re kinda confusing to me. I hope that you could like me back because I’ve liked you since I’ve meant you.

I don’t hate you and I don’t miss you anymore, everything got easier the day that you left but some mornings I can still hear you singing in the shower, your laugh still rings in my ears and every so often I wake up and feel like you’re still next to me before I open my eyes. I’m moving because your presence still echoes in that shitty apartment and all I want is silence. Don’t ever find your way back to me. Xoxo

i still think fondly about our time together, however short it might have been. we were so young and you had a lot going on, things that i didnt understand at the time and things i wasnt mature enough to deal with. hopefully we can reconnect into our adult lives with the benefits of time and rekindle the genuine feelings we had for each other

im trying to get over you cause I know you're already over me, I hate you so much cause I said I wouldn't leave, yet you left me. there's just something about you man.. something that I just cant get over. I've never loved ANYONE before and this is what happens on the first time. fuck you.

you said you loved me, you had no idea how much you meant to me. Yet you're slowly cutting me off for no reason. What've I done? you was scared I was going to leave so I reassured you that I wouldn't again and again, yet you're the one leaving me. why man.

i thought you were my soulmate, i honestly did. things have changed and i have quickly realized i was just a small part of your life that was there to keep you going. i don't know what to do anymore. you hurt me, but i still love and forgive you. you've broken my trust multiple times and i wish i could say its okay and that i trust you again, but i can't. you fucking hurt me.

I wish that late night conversation we had went differently. I loved you the whole time, not her. And I wish that you weren't in love with somebody else :(

You said you loved me and wanted to be with me forever but then why did you leave me so easily for someone else?

I hate you with every part of my soul. You ruined me and beat me down until I was nothing. I wish I didn't love you. I want to stop loving you but my heart won't let me. It hurts

thank you so much for always being there for me i love you so much. im so scared that i'll ruin everything. ily

you were the first person i ever fell in love with. you made me happier than anyone. im sorry i lost feelings but we both knew we wouldn't last that long. i hope you find someone in the future who makes you as happy as you made me.

Your favorite color is royal blue. I wish this were back to normal between us but just something isn’t right, I miss you so much