We met 2 years ago and in those years I’ve fallen more and more in love with you and denied it to everyone including myself. I craved for any type of relationship with you that I became a completely different person to stay anywhere in your life. Now I’m scared the only thing you find interesting about me is my body. I’ve shared some of my darkest secrets and some of my proudest moments but now all you care about is my body. We used to joke around about fake dating so you could come to my sisters wedding or that we have a relationship but now it’s gone. All the time we’ve put into creating a relationship is gone because I’m just not enough. That’s all I’ve ever wanted was to be good enough for you. I want the old you back the guy before all the girls the guy before all the family damage. I miss you and I hope one day I can have the old you back. I will wait my whole life for you to realize I’m here for you and I love you more than anything.