i wish i were prettier. i wish i were skinnier. i wish i told you how i felt. i wish we were together. i wish i was happy. i wish i would live for myself. i wish i was good at something. i wish we talked. i wish i wasn't so ugly and unlikeable. i wish i loved myself. i wish you would love me just like how i like you.

i wish.

why don't you like me? sure, i'm not pretty or skinny or cute but is it so crazy that i want to fall in love? what about me is so unlovable, so undeserving of love. i just want to be in your arms and forget about everything in the world. maybe that dream will come true. i just want to disappear in you eyes and listen to your laugh forever.

why don't you like me?

i want to fall asleep in your arms underneath the sky and forget about everything. if only you knew how much i liked you...

i hope one day we can meet each other again where we align as one. My love for yu will never depart.