i loved you so much it hurt- it hurt more knowing you didn't feel even 1% of the feelings i had for you.

i knew seeing you again would suck just didn't know it'd suck this much but hopefully it'll get better and i won't have to avoid looking at you so that i don't feel it. i hope youre doing good and youre happy those two things are important no matter what don't let anyone tell you otherwise! i know you wont see it but at least it was said.

ik u might not like me back or still not ready but you make me happy and make me want to get up everyday. just being around you makes me happy and u probably dont feel the same but thats okay no one ever does

i shouldn’t have looked at the text you sent me. i should’ve acted like i never even saw ur name pop up. fuck you.

idk if u actually meant all the things u said to me that night on omegle, i thought i meant all the ilys and such but now that i think abt it i think i was j trying to get over someone else and i was kinda using u for that. i'm so sorry for that, that isn't fair for u. u are a great guy but for some reason something abt u seems off like u aren't who u say u are and it was weird how u "fell in love w me" in an hour of talking online while casually flirting. again i'm sorry for unintentionally playing with ur feelings. if u are who u say u are i'm sure you'll find someone who is worth ur time. u most likely won't read this and if u do u won't believe it was for u, if u figure it out tho pls stop contacting me i wanna end this little friendship we have bc it's not fair to u and it makes me uncomfortable when u call me little pet names. sorry again !!

i wish things could’ve gone differently but i’m struggling and don’t wanna hold you back.

i will never forget our bowling alley date and going to steak n shake. i will love you forever.

You really have a heart of gold.

you will always be my best memory i love you with all my heart
-purple always was your fav

why did you lie to me?

If you say the word, I am yours. Yes, even now.

i thought it would be forever.

I will remember ur pretty eyes forever.

i miss you

I hope u like me in another universe

i found the playlist u made after things ended

Always and forever? I miss u

reminiscing on hot coco and that porch swing on the field

yeah. i guess i fell for you all over again, lmao

I don’t miss you anymore

my heart forever aches and gravitates towards u. ur what i desire most in this world.

Someday, I'll return. You've always been my Bluejay. My bluebird, perfect in everything.

I genuinely hope you're doing well

I'm still waiting for you, my love

I need you to be crystal clear with me.
Please, let me know this isn’t hopeless.

Im waiting for u. Idk y i cant get over u its been 4 years. I love u forever mi amor❤️❤️

you have no idea how much i miss you and how hard this is for me
im sorry

i love you so much but i’m not a good person for you. you need to move on my love

i love you so much, i really want you to be my husband. i love you with all my heart

I will forever wait for you as long as it takes, even if it has to be in another life.