13: You know me better than I know myself. Thank you for helping me figure out who I am. I will always be here for you to come back to, even when you hurt me. ily

i don't really consider you my "first love", but when you came back and reminded me of our childhood, it makes me wonder, what if i never left?

its been a few years seince we talked and i just wanted to say i think of you everyday, you were my first and i cant shake you from my mind. i want to send you a text everyday but i know you no longe care about me

I know you are not ready yet, but I can wait for you, I love you, no matter what, I truly hope it will lead to something beautiful, I can't move on.

sometimes, i wonder if those good times were just you trying to manipulate me more. or whether you really cared for just a few seconds. i hope your little sisters are okay, I've kept their drawings and still look at them occasionally. I'm glad you're happy now even after all that you did. this will be my final message okay? I don't love you anymore, but I'll always care just the same.

we used to be so close, I miss you so much. I’m still struggling with the same things from before, and I wish we were still on speaking terms because you were always there for me through the hardest times. I hope you’re the happiest you’ve ever been, you deserve the world.

You hurt me a lot and I still like you.
I feel like we would’ve worked out if we just went on that picnic. I miss cuddling with you. I’ll always think of you.

you were my first girl crush. i still think about the way your hair looked in the sun and how your eyes look when you smile.

It’s too late now, I wished you understood how much I love you. I’ve waited years to meet the right one and once I saw you my world lighted up again. I love your big bright smile, your laugh, your hair, and I fell in love with you because you are so smart and so amazing. I love you so much and it is hard to accept the fact that I will never be with you in your arms, I Just hope you have an amazing beautiful bright life, I love you JAM.

you helped me out of such a dark place. i wouldn’t be here if i hadn’t met you. your my little hermana. i love you more than you will ever know . i love you to pieces girl. you healed me when i was ready to give up . you gave me strength when i thought i lost it all. i’m grateful for you everyday of my life. i never wanna lose you. i lost enough..?

Seems like it’s too late now, I wish I had done everything differently. Maybe in another life. F&A

You’re one of the strongest people I’ve met. I really hope u find forever happiness. You’re full of light and joy, I’ve kept a promise to stay by you and try my best to make u laugh. I hope it’s working and if not, I’m sorry. We do still talk and I can directly say this to ur face instead of writing it on here. Buuut I rlly wanted to submit it on here; maybe in hopes you’ll find it??? It’d be kinda cool. I wish u nothing but great days ahead.

i didnt deny you because i didnt like you, i denied you because i wasnt worth you. you deserve better.

you probably are going to know who this is from. i wish you could just see that i’ve had a crush on you for a while now. i know you had to have one on me, you just had to. maybe i was forcing it or did something stupid but when i realized u had someone else all of the sudden my heart broke into two. why can’t you see that i have been here all along waiting for you?

I had feelings for you back in 7th grade, I just didn’t tell you cause I was pretty sure you’re straight, which you are I think?... I miss you so much. I hope you’re doing okay, and I get it if for whatever reason you don’t wanna talk,, but I’m always here.

You still have the case I gave you on your phone. I once made you promise to never take it off. You broke all your other promises, so why keep this one?

i hate you so much. i hope you deleted all our pictures together, but i know you didn’t cus you’re obsessed with me. fuck you.

i hope this gets to you one day. i just want to know what i did wrong. i just need the closure i deserve. it’s truly killing me.

Sometimes I wish I'd met you in that hotel. I'm so sorry I hurt you. My chest still aches when I think of you.

not my first love but my best friend sure. id literally bleed myself dry for you, take a bullet to the heart for you, die for you. id do anything to see you happy because you deserve that , you deserve to be happy. whether if its with cash or whoever you're in love with. YOU DESERVE SM HAPPINESS. but you won't let yourself be happy, and for what reason ? idk. but if you ever do come across this know that I love you so much dude and I would literally die for you. like right now I would die for you without a hesitation. you're my better half, you bring out the best in my and I know I bring out the best in you, or so I like to think? but I love you and I am proud of you and how much you've overcome. you are my yellow.

i really hope you'll stay true to your word even after i told you how i really felt and that i love you more than just your best friend but as your lover...

It's too late now, I wished you understood how much I love you. I've waited years to meet the right one and once I saw you my world lighted up again. I love your big bright smile, your laugh, your hair, and I fell in love with you because you are so smart and so amazing. I love you so much and it is hard to accept the fact that I will never be with you in your arms, I Just hope you have an amazing beautiful bright life, I love you JAM.

i hate the way you make me feel and i’m too scared to love you. je ne veux pas que mon cœur t’appartienne. je sais que tu ne m’aimes pas et je ne suis pas sure de t’aimer

i just wish you wouldnt have listened to that controlling bitch cause maybe things wouldnt have changed and we would still be bestfriends.

I know that you will never love me like I love you. Its probably for the best. I just want it to stop hurting.

I still remember holding your hand while getting my ears pierced, you were a nice friend <3

i wish we could’ve tried with us

I’m 30 and single… is our marriage pact still on?

i miss you, hope you’re okay

we realized that our feelings for each other are just platonic. i’m glad we found each other anyway

I miss you. I wish we could still be friends, I hope you don’t hate me

i wish we never dated
i miss you
but i could never reach out again
hope life is good to you

I have been in love with you from the first day I met you. I'm afraid I'll never stop.

im sorry it took me 5 years to realize you were my first love

Sometimes I wonder if I was the problem in our relationship. Or maybe, you just didn’t care enough.

do you think i have forgotten about you?

I keep having dreams where we're still friends, I miss you I miss last year

my memories of u are starting to fade.

you don’t know this, but that night that we talked for hours while i was home alone, that saved me.

know that no one could replace you. no one comes close to having the hold over my heart you still do

I wish I listened when you said you were like bojack. You were right.

not a day goes by that i dont miss you

i love you so. know i think ur so strong and the best, im so happy to be your friend.

i really missed you, i hope you're doing fine

i strive to be like you. ik im not ur number one but ur mine and i wish you would talk to me more

i hate you more than ever, but i still see you in my dreams. i wanted it to be you so badly.

maybe in the end we shouldn’t have ever gotten together..I miss the old us

Im sorry i couldnt love u like u deserved, i miss u but i dont wanna hurt u again

i love you but i dont forgive you and i never will. im sorry

What a drag to love you like I do.