Unsent messages to IVY
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: March 16, 2024, 10:58 pm UTC
How do I hate you and still miss you at the same time. I don't know if I miss summer together.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: March 15, 2024, 12:52 pm UTC
Darling, I'm happy whenever I'm with you. I love every thing about you.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: March 6, 2024, 2:32 pm UTC
Was I trying too hard or not enough? I don't have the heart to ask.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: March 5, 2024, 5:37 pm UTC
I'm scared to love you again, but I'm willing to take the risk. I love you, probably way too much.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: February 28, 2024, 5:31 pm UTC
I'm trying not to care, but lord, if it doesn't make me sick.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: February 23, 2024, 1:05 am UTC
you're missed more than you'll ever know. life isn't at all fair, I hope you're resting easy lovely
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: February 16, 2024, 7:07 pm UTC
i miss the days where you would smile at me in the hallways.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: February 13, 2024, 5:10 pm UTC
You mean everything to me, I hope we will be together forever
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: February 7, 2024, 3:43 am UTC
I'll never admit it out loud, but I'll always wish I could tell you.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: December 31, 2023, 10:36 pm UTC
Ivy, you have helped me stand when my legs weren't strong enough. Thank you <3
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:45 pm UTC
i’m proud of you. keep fighting for your dreams and your well-being. you’re making little you proud
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 3, 2023, 5:29 am UTC
If you ever asked, my answer would always be yes
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 3, 2023, 3:02 am UTC
thank you for showing me what love is. i’m sorry i don’t see you like that anymore.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 24, 2023, 7:03 am UTC
i love you so so so much. super much. even with all going on. i love you okay <333
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 18, 2023, 5:12 am UTC
i’m better off without you. even though it hurts.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 17, 2023, 10:42 pm UTC
my moon my sun my stars you will always shine bright for me
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 15, 2023, 4:50 am UTC
I really want to work this out with you.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 9, 2023, 6:30 pm UTC
I still wake up in hopes that I’ll get a text from you.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: September 5, 2023, 4:51 am UTC
i no longer recognize the past versions of myself that loved you
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: August 21, 2023, 2:03 am UTC
I sit here wondering how you could ever love me
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: August 3, 2023, 5:54 am UTC
I love you. But I don’t know how to tell you<3
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: August 1, 2023, 1:45 am UTC
I’ll love you forever and never say a word about it again
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:58 pm UTC
u were the best thing to ever happen to me
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:43 pm UTC
thank you for those years of friendship, i hope we can move on.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:04 am UTC
I’ll love you always , for the time that we spend together and the possibility of what could’ve been. I’m sorry we hurt each other, I think eventually we could do better but I don’t think you’d give me the chance again; so goodbye?
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:42 pm UTC
You are a horrible manipulator. I wish I saw it sooner, I hope you never hurt anyone the way you hurt me
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:14 am UTC
You're the person that has ruined my life the most and yet, I will always wish you the best and hope that you're out there surrounded by people who you love and who love you back. I'm just sorry I couldn't be that.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 5, 2021, 1:37 am UTC
Chasing after someone who is in love with someone else really fucking hurts. Especially when they're straight.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:18 am UTC
there’s a reason why you think of yourself the way you do. just accept it and move on. you’re never going to be who you tried to be. you know exactly what you’re worth. you told me yourself.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:32 pm UTC
fuck you. actually fuck you for making me feel like a piece of shit and wondering what the hell i did wrong. fuck your boyfriend and fuck you. cool you’re happy and that’s great but using me until you were happy was fucked up. i hate you and will never EVER forgive you
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:45 pm UTC
i miss you, you were the one friend that always made sure I was okay and happy, i don’t know if we’ll ever reconnect, but even if we don’t I’ll continue to cherish all of our memories together. you didn’t deserve what I said about you I was being brainwashed into thinking what you did was wrong.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:21 am UTC
Seeing you so happy with them hurt a bit because it made me realise I couldn’t do it for you. I hope I still help you keep the smile though. I’m glad we’re friends :)
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:03 am UTC
I miss when we used to see each other every other day that summer. I feel like I barley see you anymore. That maybe I’ve changed and I’m less open than I used to be. I miss you and I miss the people we were.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:18 am UTC
you were not a love nor a friend, i should have seen it coming. yet i tried to belive you would change, you didn't. You took the person who gave me happiness away from me, your half assed appologies don't cover up what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
Hi Ivy i miss you so much its been a long time since we talked and i thought u were soulmate but i was young and stupid and cheated and sorry i never got to tell u the truth and i regret it everyday and miss you everyday and wished i couldve gotten a second chance to change my actions and fix things with you i love you so so so much til this day and i hope u can forgive me even though we lost contact
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: November 17, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
I love your name. I feel like you’re the type of girl who goes out of her way to make sure her friends are loved. Keep being you and don’t be hard on yourself.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:49 pm UTC
This is for a friend not lover. You know I really thought of you as one of my closet friends. We where connecting because of quarantine. Calls every night and lots of jokes, But the only joke left now is you. I dont know why I ignored the signs of toxicity at the beginning but it really would have saved me time. You got mad at E2 and destroyed her online life, and I helped you even though it was in my best mind not to. You have no rational thinking skills and cannot handle disagreements with out making if into a argument. You left me and E for a furry and your toxic boyfriend who you deliberately said you would never talk to again. And honestly sometimes I'm glad I dont feel entitled to talk to you every day now because its exhausting.
From: ABC
To: ivy
Date: October 17, 2020, 2:00 am UTC
You were my first true friend and person I can say I loved that Wasn’t a celebrity etc. your personality is amazing and I fell for you in the beginning to mid of our friendship. At that time I didn’t understand how I could like a girl much less someone that was a once a friend. We were young and I didn’t truly understand things. I would dream about a future we could have together. You started my string of having favorite persons. And making them my joy in life. And you were the most reliable. I suppressed and made sure to hide my feelings for you until they didn’t exist. And I’m sorry for not having the courage to tell you face to face that I once loved you. I’m sorry.
