Unsent messages to ASPEN
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I'm sorry. I don't know why I did what I did, but it's my fault. It's all my fault. You loved me and I don't know what love actually is. I never want you to forgive me. I want you to hate me forever because somehow, that will make letting you go easier. I can't even look at foxes anymore without feeling guilty. Why did I move on so fast? Why did I escape it all so quick? Why am I not more sad about losing the one person I've ever loved? I'm sorry. I want you to promise to never forgive me, because I'm such a good liar and I never want to hurt you again.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
you all used to make me so insecure about myself because I didn't have as much money as you, because I didn't own fucking supreme or Gucci. well guess what, out of all of us im probably going to make it out better than the rest of you. fuck you all. have fun being the average rich white Americans while im living my life elsewhere.
- the baddest bitch in town
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i miss you, your laugh, your sarcasm, your hands running through my hair. you left, but i still love you.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I don’t blame you for anything. But I wish you would’ve stayed just awhile longer. I wish I could’ve showed you that I was worth the wait.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
when you left it broke me. you tore my heart in two. i hope you treat him with more love and care than you did me because all you did when you left was make me love you more. and that broke me completely. i will never stop loving you. no matter how much it hurts me to keep this feeling hidden.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I hope someone you love deeply chooses someone else over you so you know how it feels.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I loved you with everything I had but it wasn’t enough. Right person, wrong time?
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I miss the good times we had. I miss the person I thought you were.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
it's been 3 years and I still miss your laugh. I wonder if black and blue r still ur fav colors.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
My door is open it always has been it up to you to open yours back up beautiful
From: ABC
To: Aspen
you’ve changed a lot. That’s the reason we’ve stayed friends. You’re my daisy to me.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i really like you, i dream about us every night. you are the girl i want a future with.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i loved you so much. i don’t know why you treated me the way you did. i hope you can change.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i mourn the person i thought you were. i wish you the best no matter how much i wish i didn’t
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i fell out of love the day you disrespected me. more than once.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
Hi aspsps I miss you tonight, I hope I'm able to see you soon.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
if you’re as sorry as you say you would do everything to make it right even if we can’t be together
From: ABC
To: Aspen
ilysm and im sorry I did all that stuf and that I was so scared i j never felt love like that before
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i wish it couldve been me n u till the end. you have no clue how much i want to run to u and hug u
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I wish things worked out, if only for a little longer. I wish we had been able to meet.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I wish you could just be honest. i already know the truth :(
From: ABC
To: Aspen
We could have been beautiful, but you never understood me. I still love you to infinity, angel.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
And one day you just disappeared. I love you to the moon and back. I always will.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I love my bf but sometimes I still miss u. I wish I hadn’t been so stupid back then.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to hurt you. please text me again, even though my birthday passed
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i hate bothering you; i just want to feel your love and warmth. i'm sorry i get attached.
From: ABC
To: Aspen
I miss you. I'll always be here if you change your mind. ❤️
From: ABC
To: Aspen
i wish i noticed your beauty sooner, now i see you in everything
From: ABC
To: Aspen
Aspen My love i hate it when you make me cry. And worry abt you.
