well, never thought i would write anything about u bc nothing happened between, and i dont think i wanted something to happen, maybe just a longer and more depth friendship i hated this class at the start of the year. i knew no one and everyone was in groups i slowly got friends and we started talking we were always laughing with j and we were having fun like a small trio we would spend periods talking and laughing, which i guess i took for granted but let me tell you that i really enjoyed them after a bit we would even sit next to each other in some class idk why but u always found a way to talk about something time pass and we didnt talk as much but it didnt mean i didnt want that everything go back to normal i even texted you, which after i understood you kinda laugh it off before covid we started to talk again, without even begging you i remeber that one time in english class something was funny and we laughed together looking at each other shyly i dont think i loved you but i wanted our friendship to happen i think u were liking me well i hope a little bit, like i did. i hope u miss me sometimes too and u wish covid didnt hit so we might even still talk i hope that you re happy, but you still think about me and that you should've make a move on me even if i could've rejected you just show me a bit that you appreciate me please tell me that sometimes you think about me and i am not the dumb one in the "relationship" anyway i dont know if i liked you, but in the morning when we were making eyes contact and then after, we started to say hi again bye bye h