you have made me go crazy in many ways. crazy for you, needing you, and wanting you to leave. but i have never forgotten you or what you meant to me. you were my first love, even though i wouldn’t like to admit it. i miss you, i miss the old you..i miss when you didn’t try to cause unnecessary drama, but people change, and that’s okay. i don’t want to have a friendship or talk at all, but you did mean a lot to me. you made me figure out who i was, and that i could do so much better. you made me realize that self love is so important. and i will thank you for that. goodbye.

Jay i love you so much and i would do anything for you but i know you only see me as a friend