Unsent messages to HSISPS

i just want to kiss someone. this isn’t the real me. it’s like a force forcing me. i’m innocent im not like this. i hope people know how nice i am. but i just want to kiss someone so badddd like when i was a kid with that one girl in my room. why is everyone scared? just talk to me. idk why no one does. i just want to unleash myself. idk who the lucky one is….gosh