Unsent messages to LENDL IVAN

Hi my babi, I know you won't find this kay you don't really do this kind of things and this is like the safest way for me to tell this. I love you so much with all my hypothalamus, you're the first guy that had me feeling this way. I would have never thought that I would be who I am right now without you. You have been my support system ever since we started. You have always supported some of my decisions, you terminated the others because you know that it's not good for me. I know I may not show you how much I love you, I know that you don't really feel loved by me as to my actions says otherwise but I do truly love you so much. You're tge first guy who I'm willing to drop everything just to be with you. I have always been thinking of you every single damn time. You are far much more worthy that anyone. You are the love of my life, will always be. No one can top up how much I love you, no one and I mean no one can and will ever get the same love I have given you. You are solely the only guy who I've been drawn on to much. I have never thought that I would love someone like this, but then again, here you are. You are the sole witness of this unwavering love I have. You are my life. I would yearn for you every single time. I never wish nor imagined breaking up with you. It's so hard to think, my hypothalamus and my brain won't let me think that, because it knows how much love I have for you. You are the greatest thing that has ever been don upon me. I love you with all my hypothalamus Lendl Ivan. No one could ever change that.