I love you, but you love her. And plus you live on the other side of the United States as I’m typing this. I wish I never met you. I wish I never added as a friend 2 years ago. But, at the same time I’m glad I met you, because your the only person who stuck around for this long, even if we don’t talk for a few days. Anyways, I hope she’s treating you better. Since I was never enough for you, I feel so stupid for believing that you actually loved me. Because in reality nobody will ever love me people only want me for my body. Oh, and happy new year and stay safe, because even when I’m older I’ll still be thinking about you. Even if I do get married by a man that actually wants me for me and not just my body. I love you Edrees and I always will. You are a curse and a blessing. Again, I love you no matter what and that’s a promise.

I miss you.

u won, i'm off u

I always want you when I'm finally fine.

despite everything, it’s still you.

I wonder if you ever read what I say on here.

it hurts to be something, it’s worse to be nothing with you.

I wonder what goes through your mind when someone mentions my name to you

I'll love you like a dog and you'll betray me like a man

Have a good life