Unsent messages to HECTOR

You don’t know how bad you hurt me. You never will you still think you’re a good guy but you’re not unfortunately. Why did you have to do that you didn’t have to hit me or anything but you did.I’ll never be able to talk to another guy again cause of you.

I know you didn’t love me the same way I loved you, but a part of me still loves you. I’m so dumb that I still care about you sm, and I still feel so safe with you. If Im scared or upset I can’t just close my eyes and pretend you’re there and it’s automatically better. I know how pathetic this makes me but it’s the truth. It hurts so much to feel this way. I know you don’t love me in the same way.

i’m sorry. i overreacted and said shit i shouldntve. we both were at fault. i truly did enjoy the time we’ve spent together, you’ve made me feel less lonely. just don’t ever threaten to kys just for attention ever again. shits childish.

ps. i advise you grow up

the fact that you just liked the idea of being with me is really messed up. you weren't ready for a relationship and look where your stupidity ended up. I lost one of my best friends and I just know you're going to get together with other girls because you're going to want someone for holiday season. I didn't mean anything to you.