hi haruto, i know that you will never see this but i just want to say that i adore you so much. you are the whole package for being the best bestfriend and probably a boyfriend. you are the most genuine guy i know. you are so sweet and so caring. you know your morals and i respect that. you are probably the only boy that made me feel this way. its very different. trust me. all i want you to know is that i care about you so much.

Masakit pre, nung tinarato kita na parang kapatid ko kaysa sa totoong kong kapatid. Napalapit ka sa puso ko, pero sinaktan mo ako nung pinili mong umalis dahil 'kaibigan mo akong babae, masama sa paningin ng iba.' ganun ba talaga? edi sana hindi ikaw ang lumapit. edi sana di ka nagpakilala saken. masaket dahil sa pagiging babae ko, di na ako pwedeng maging kaibigan sa iba. akala ko ba matalino ka? naiintindihan kita at kung bakit mo yon nagawa, pero mas takot ka sa iniisip ng iba kaysa ipaglaban friendship natin. di mo alam na grabe ang sakit na pinaranas mo sakin. di ko sinabi kase ayaw ko na masaktan ka, pero di ibig sabihin na ok lang ako. sana di na tayo magkita. kung mangyare man, di na kita kilala.

I wish you would talk to me about your feelings.

being with you is the only way i could have a full and happy life.

I'm sorry that I blocked you. You're unblocked and I would answer in a heartbeat :(

I know we’re just cousins but deep down ur my closest friend and I miss you, goodbye