Hank,

It was sophomore year of high school. I knew deep down that we wouldn’t last, but I also didn’t want it to end so soon. I wanted to do everything with you. I wanted to kiss you in your car, I wanted to go to prom with you, and I wanted to graduate with you. I didn’t want it to end so soon. I thought we were going to come back to each other a year after we broke up, but we didn’t. Just when I saw a glimmer of hope for another chance, you chose her. I was actually crushed. Things turned out the way they were supposed to be though. I think about you sometimes, but not romantically anymore. Almost like a what if. I’m in a good place and living a stable life, but i can’t help but wonder what it would’ve been like with you around during the rest of our formative years. I wanted picture perfect. All I wanted was to be your high school sweetheart.

Sincerely,

E.M.A.

Fuck you for playing me like a violin. I hope someone makes you feel the way you made me feel: unlovable.

I miss you but I know it’s for the better

you were my first love and hopefully my last. i genuinely love you so much my love. <3

I really really really really really liked you

Hey been awhile, how are u?

I miss “borrowing”your hoodies. I miss holding hands even though your skin was rough. I miss you

I would’ve said “oh crumbs” to you even if we had just stayed friends

It hurts that you never gave me the whole truth or answers I deserve

You'll always be my rainbow gel pen.

I love you to the moon and back my dear friend <3

Im trying to move on. I don't want false hope that we’ll stay together. I still love you sweet boy.

Its silly but seeing you smile today really made happy and ill never mean it when i say i hate you

I treated u so bad I'm sorry I was messed up I'm better now if u forgive me ill be ur buddy always

Maybe if the stars aligned we would have got it right. I hope we still do.

You used me but I still wish you hadn't left.

Really wish I didn’t take your love for granted. I love you.

No matter what happens to us you will always be my greatest love.

i love you, dont keep your distance.

I have a crush on you but you have no idea, thanks for making me always feel more than I’m worth

thank u for showing me how it feels to be loved and treated right. i love you so much

do you realize you caused that “disconnect” by not making time for me? I warned you :(

Been a while- thx for my bike back. I have a new boyfriend. He treats me like gold. Goodbye forever!

i love you baby

I like to acknowledge u. Which = direct communication. Clean > murky pools r mo fun :)

im afraid of running into you every time I go out

Out of the 1 in a Billion chance you even see this, I'm really sorry for being such a badboyfriend

I feel so pathetic without you

Still hurts, but only a little. Been going to therapy. I miss you still, but I’ll be okay.

i hope it works for us this time

I forgive you for breaking my heart.

I miss you more than anything I pray that you come back maybe tomorrow maybe in 5 years.

I owe you an apology but it’s probably too late for one

come back. please

I wish you would’ve communicated with me but oh well

Why do you keep looking at me if you didn’t want me?

I got you a flower i thought you would know it was me and call but idk if you knew or don’t love me

I wish I could be with you. You're a better partner to me than she's been in months.

Why have you been so mean lately i miss you sweet boy text me please

I cry about you almost everyday why are you doing this don't you know you’re hurting me ….

I want this to be over i love you so i can wait but i dont want to i love you so mich

I really do hope we will be okay. I love you, hope you’re doing well.

Im scared your just doing this for me and don't actually want to talk when your done

You will forever and always have a special place in my heart

It's been two years, but I enjoyed every kiss. I'm sorry I had to cut it short for you.