this is our favorite color. You are slowly drifting and I think it's my fault. I wish you defending me the same way I would for you.

your laugh is so adorable. i wish you saw me as more than a friend, but you don’t. i love you forever.

i think jules misses you tbh. she would never admit that and she never talks about you but i think she does. and even though both of you were toxic af together you were both friends. whether i like that or not its true. i dont know if either of you will ever talk again but i know at one point your friendship was good for one another and i think she misses that. if you were to talk again i dont know if youd like it. she is different now. shes grown in many ways. pt 1

pt 2. i dont know how close you guys were tbh i just know it ended bad. she is a really busy person now but she still makes time for me and other friends. shes not inexperienced anymore in anything lmao. also im gonna be a bitch for a second bc i saw both of your texts. she would never say this bc she wouldnt want you to think its an excuse, but when she said those things to you when she was drunk, did you know WHY she was drunk? did you know her two friends wanted her to relax bc her grandmother had died that day?? and that does not give anyone excuses but if someone was a bitch to me and i found out their grandmother died that day and they were in pain?? i wouldnt take it as much to heart

You lied to me about loving me when I did in fact love you. Do you know how blind you are for chasing him? You complain about wanting to be loved and then hurt those who love you. Are you really happy?

Hey its me. i know you probably don’t care about me anymore because of the amount of times i’ve hurt you. But i just wished you cared more about me instead of the guys. i still care for you even if my heart aches.

Hey its me. i know you probably don’t care about me anymore because of the amount of times i’ve hurt you. But i just wished you cared more about me instead of the guys. i still care for you even if my heart aches.

I'm really sorry for the things I said, I didn't mean for them to come out the way they did. I was just rlly nervous texting you. I wish our friendship could be better, but I understand why you did the things you did.

I love you more than I've ever loved anything in my entire life. Sometimes it feels a little gross. I get really scared whenever you joke about hurting yourself. Please don't?

i hate that i miss you lmao. please just text me. idc what you say. it could be anything. ill even take a "fuck you" i just miss you. which is fucking idiotic considering nothing about our relationship was loving and should be missed. i cant help myself; i still care about you. i think you secretly think about me from time to time but you would never do anything about. i know that much about you. if you have any sort of feelings you just run away so you dont have to deal with them. i honestly do hope that youre doing ok. that your physical and mental health is good. i hope you have found someone to love you. whether its a friend or more than. i just want you to be cared for and to have someone who really gets and understands you. i dont want you to be someones side piece. you deserve more respect than that even if you were a bitch when we were friends. i miss u tho. idk if i miss YOU or if i miss the version of you thats in my head bc you and
i were never on good terms. it was bad or ok. doesnt change how i feel. anyways thats it. i just really miss you

you'll never lose me. as much as i want to lie i can't. i will always be here for u. ill be an ass at first but know that im like that bc i really care about you.

if you're so worried about losing me than just talk to me... text me.. anything

i tell everyone ur my best friend but deep down even tho i never want to admit it i know we’ve grown apart and hurts me so much

i hate you for making rumours about me i never deserver that. i never did anything to you, you only did that because i was a quiet kid, you were so homophobic and racist too, pulling your eyes using the c and n slur. what is wrong with you. now u suddenly turned 'alt' sorry but wearing that brown primark hoodie doesnt make u alt. i hate how much u affected me lmao i wish u would apologise. i dont hate you i just really dislike you. im still giving a chance that u will change. i'm still irritated bro about why u did that to me, i never did anything to you. also another reminder, pink monster doesnt make u suddenly edgy or different, its the inside u that got to change. toxic bitch.

you're manipulative, toxic, a bitch, and an asshole. no wonder why you lost everyone close to you. you are an explosion about to happen any second and people got tired of waiting for it to happen so they left you.

hey, i know that you are happy and i really want you to be happy, but i miss my best friend so fucking much.. i‘m dying inside...

hey, i know that you are happy and i really want you to be happy, but i miss my best friend so fucking much.. i‘m dying inside...

sorry, i love u so much. im very sorry. i didnt know you loved me that much. its all my fault you're gone.

Ik you are never gonna see this but you helped me through alot in life and I'm happy that I'm there for you too I'm happy you are starting to love yourself again you have no idea how pretty and how much of an amazing person you are to me your smile means the world to me and I am mezmerized every time I see it on your face ik you arent ready for a relationship but that's fine as long as your happy

I'm melting you actually scrolled all the way down to my card from October and posted it on close friends...

idk if you ever check this website but take care of yourself, will always have a soft spot in my heart for you, k

my heart can't accept that i won't ever see you again. i see you everywhere, in everything.

It hurts me to hurt u my moon

thank you for the time we had together. i will always love you. i wish you a beautiful life.

I'm sorry for abandoning you. I'm selfish. Just know that I still love you.

I love u sm
dont worry
im just yours

i think about you wrapping your arms around me at night, i might be desperate for your warmth

Its so nice to talk to you again. I missed you more than I'll admit. <3

Why

what if it really is

Sorry if I said something wrong and hurt you

Maybe in another life things would be different and we would actually have a chance.
…I love you

I miss you. I hope you're having the best time. mwah x

your eyes are so captivating, especially when you smile

Wish i could turn you back into a stranger

I adore you forever and always

i love you and i hate it

Hi, I miss you. I hope you miss me too.

i love you so much my baby

It’s been more than a month since your move. We don’t talk, but your memory remains etched in me.

you're still here but i miss you. please come back home. i'll be here waiting

Always in my heart

You are the love of my life, even if we're already broke up

the sight of your ineffable allure leaves me astonished

I like you a lot.

Thank you for being my friend. I wish for your happiness and I'm sorry for suddenly leaving you.

i love u. don’t let anyone change you for the worse.

You will always be my light, my sunshine. Im sorry if Im like this. I love you, my greatest love.

i'll always love you just like i did all those nights

if i end up marrying you in 10 years ill show u this message to tell you i knew from the start.

I know you've moved on. I feel like I'm trying to hold onto a handful of sand, it's horrible.