Hey its me, I know you probably have given up on me already but please im begging you dont. please just give me some time yea? promise it will all be worth it once we are together.

You gave the bare minimum and passed it off as your best, to ask for more was a battle and you always knew how to manipulate me and give me just enough to keep me on a string Once it stopped being about love I knew I had to stop loving you

I understand that everyone’s first love is a lesson but it is so on fair that I was the sacrificial lamb that taught you how to treat women right why was I the lesson, why couldn’t I have been good enough pretty enough for you to change your behaviour I sold my soul to the devil to make you happy

it had been almost two months of talking. i really liked you. you had told me i was beautiful, and that you loved me. and then you told me you were seeing your girlfriend. and it broke my heart. and nothing has been the same since. i miss how you made me feel. this new kind of happiness. but also this intense sadness. i love you. and i miss you. but i can and will get over you.

You know our song...I imagined us slow dancing at our wedding then you taking me on stage so we could both play it on the guitar.

I know we’re not much. In the grand scheme of things, we’re unimportant. But what is important? The fact that i love you. I don’t want to stop loving you.

i have liked you for around two months now. i picked this colour because you said your favourite colour was blue even though you didnt really have one. sometimes i think i might love you but i stop myself because i dont know what love should feel like. i hope one day you might notice me for something more than that girl in school.

I wish we could try things again with us both being afraid it would end the same way as last time. :/

You know our song...I imagined us slow dancing to it at our wedding and you taking me up to the stage so we could both play it on the guitar.

i love you and i thought you liked me back but its okay you probs like her.I mean she is prettier and funnyier but it still hurts. x

I guess you aren’t my first love but one of the first people I actually trust in this fucked up life, it’s kinda funny. I wish we both could see each other and we weren’t separated, but hey! We can do this together, right?

hi there, i’m really sorry for everything... i played with your heart. i really hope you’re doing okay now and have found someone as wonderful as you are

When you listened to me and the waterdrops, while I was singing in the shower, I decided that I want to spend my whole life with you.

I still can't hear Chopin's Nocturne No. 2 Op. 9 without thinking of us during the nights on the trip.

I still can't hear Chopin's Nocturne No. 2 Op. 9 without thinking of us during the nights on the trip.

hey, i just wanted to say that you really changed my life. i actually enjoyed going to school when i started to love you, although we never actually dated. when you got a girlfriend, it made me sad. but then you broke up with her and it made me happy. we still talk on occasions, and you like my posts. just thank you so much for being apart of my life. love you xxx

i screwed up so bad with you. you didn’t deserve what i did to you, i messed with your heart and i can’t stop thinking about it. even though i haven’t let you go yet and i keep thinking about what could have happened if we’d met at a different time, i hope you’re happier now. i think you’ve found a new girl and i wish you guys the best and that she treats you so much better than i did. i’ll never forget how perfect you were for me. i’ve never met someone like you before and i’m scared i never will again. ben to my leslie. maybe in another life, huh?

So bruh... I wasn't really sure how to react when you betrayed my trust but fair to say I will not be getting close to you again. I'm too easy, too naïve, trusting to fast. That's what you taught me. A good lesson. GG bro

I'm sorry, our relationship was very toxic and i know we both deserve better. Im so sorry, i knew you liked her a month into dating, i guess we both wanted an escape from the loneliness, but i dont regret the relatonship, nor am i insanely hurt. youre happier and im getting there. goodbye dork :)
im healed.

Why is it so hard for you to not like me back? Why can't you just do the decent thing and answer my messages? Please tell me what i did so wrong for you to never even consider me as worth putting you time to. I wish you could realise how much i like you and how much i wish i didn't. I just wish the situation was different.

so
this is it.

it's been a while but i've moved on. i don't need to rely on you for my happiness anymore.

you were the best thing that ever happened to me. you helped me get through a really difficult time in training and i'm so so so so thankful for that.

i'm gonna really miss you but i feel like it's the right time for you to go.

thankyou.

thankyou for everything you have done for me these last 3 months. i dont think id still be here if it wasn't for u

i want you to throw me onto the bed and pin my wrists above my head as i squirm and moannnnn... you slowly make your way down my body kissing every inch but skipping my hips just to tease me!

lolol i hope u see this. it’s 3:40 and i cant sleep so fun fun. i jus thought i’d say the reason i chose black was bcs u want me to paint ur nails and ur do ur eyeliner so yeah hehe kinda cute idk lolol i need sleep what am i doing. if u don’t see these then imma cry

It wasn't fair. The things you said and the way you made me feel. It wasn't fair to give me that then take it all away.

Ur dead. Ur fictional. I like u.

All these things are true. I'll shift soon for you I promise just wait a little longer

something about you makes me have hope in people and that honestly makes me feel a lot better about the world. your so nice and sweet and genuine, i hate opening up to people but you make it easier too i love you so much it hurts but i know you will never know the way i feel

ily so much. get better for me pls. ur the best. come back soon!

I don’t forgive you yet, but I hope one day I can. You really hurt me and I hope you realise that.

i hope soon you come back and we can talk things out. it’s been 2 years

we will never be again, but hopefully one day we can just talk about all that happened

I think about you quite a bit man

I wish we could hang out again

the 5 year plan

today you broke up with me and everything feels worse now, i wish it didnt have to be like this

I’m grateful for everything we were and everything we could’ve been. I still have your note.

I wish I didn’t but I still love you and yet at the same time I couldn’t hate your guts more.

You’ll always be in my heart, Freddie. I want 10 more minutes with you. I miss you so so so much.

either we become something genuine, something real
or we will break each other's hearts

i always wonder why u actually came back after u broke up with her,even though its all i wanted

I wish things didn’t have to end this way. I hope I'll see you again in the future.

I don’t know what’s gonna happen to us. But always know I love you. I always have.

I wish I had tried to talk to you more, maybe then I would have had a chance with you.

I miss you

its been almost 2 years i still cant get over my love for u, i am always going to be here for u

do u rlly not see us trying again?im in sm pain everyday but you seem perfectly fine,it kills me

u said itd break ur heart to find out i cried,but ive been crying daily, i cant help myself,im sorry

I love you so much my love, I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you <33

not to reach out since u found someone else. i wonder if you miss me, i miss you so much i’m sorry

i run my fingers through the grass and pretend it's your hair. all i want is your love

im sorry i lied and my mental health drove us apart