Unsent messages to FRANCIS
From: ABC
To: Francis
I don't get sad when I think about you anymore and I think that's progression. I was in love with the idea of you I think more than you, though at the same time I still think if I knew the last time we facetimed was the last time I probably wouldn't have hung up while you slept. I would have hold on a bit and enjoyed your company.
From: ABC
To: Francis
You said that your feelings for me wouldn’t go away in a matter of months, but i am the one who couldn’t forget u
From: ABC
To: Francis
You became my person but i wasn’t supposed to fall for u. Now not only i fell for u but also i am losing u
From: ABC
To: Francis
SĂ© que ya no estamos juntos. SĂ© que lo arruinĂ© todo. PerdĂłn. No querĂa que te fueras de mi lado, pero las cosas ya están hechas. Realmente, espero que seas feliz...
From: ABC
To: Francis
My love is a gentle wave that will shower you all at once leaving you with a warm sensation - It means something and for someone to take it, make it incoherent and worthless isn’t fair. I’ll write my notes in hand. Possibly one day I’ll have the strength to send them. During the meantime I’ll leave little things here more or less a mind dump full of the things I wish I had said.
From: ABC
To: Francis
i chose pastel blue because you would always paint your nails this color. we really dont know eachother but i love you. sorry.
From: ABC
To: Francis
u deserve unhappiness for the rest of your life for the misery uve put me through. i hope she fucking leaves u like u left me
From: ABC
To: Francis
i love you. i never got to say that while i had you but i did. i hope you're well. i miss you. usually something reminds me of you and i think back to when you would come over and we would just be. but the time for that is over now, too soon for me and too late for you. goodnight.
From: ABC
To: Francis
this note is something that I briefly explained to u with my stupid "i like u" txt which completely back fired on me. i really thought u felt the same way tbh, but i was sadly mistaken. somedays i really really hate u, other days, i think abt u all day long. right now, i really wish we still talked the way we used to back in april-june. i didn't realize it at the time, but talking to u was my favorite part of the day. even though some of the things u would say would start fights between u and the group, i ignored bc i really liked u. i told u that i had to even un add u on snap so i wouldn't tell u that i liked u, which was true. i was kinda obsessed with u. ur personality, sense of humor, work ethic, just everything abt u, i love. in the middle of writing this, i realize how stupid i sound rn, but i used to/still really like u, and ik u dont feel the same, which hurts my heart everyday tbh. i always ask myself, "what's wrong with me?" "why doesn't he like me back" any possible way i can change myself for u to like me, and i realize, there's nothing i can do to get u to like me which really sucks. being friends with u was sm fun and i really wish we still were, but i kinda ruined that in the summer when we stopped talking. if i could send this to u, trust me i would, but ik u will never understand the way i feel abt u. i will always be there for u tho, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: Francis
u made me believe that we were something when in reality u used me to get over ur ex gf. go fuck urself
From: ABC
To: Francis
after all the time we spent together, u did that, now coming saying u miss me and all ur friends texting me, old news
From: ABC
To: Francis
i miss you. maybe if i only realized your feelings earlier, maybe if i wasn't too late in reciprocating them back, we could've been happy together right now. but wherever u are now, i hope ur happy. i am happy to have met u in this lifetime and i hope that in another life, let's grab that chance to love each other again.
From: ABC
To: Francis
truth is i dont hate u. i miss u and i kinda need u rn but its been months now and i can see ur rlly happy w her. what u did to me was unforgivable. ive never felt more pain in my life and it still hurts but even after all that i still love u. its because of that love that i let go. i left u to grow with her. but believe me when i say nobody will ever love u as much as i do. u broke me and took my heart w u please take care of it for me and i hope she takes good care of urs
From: ABC
To: Francis
yes i was ur placeholder but u were my whole world. i’m so happy for u even tho u didn’t choose me. i will always be here, i will always care. it’s okay
From: ABC
To: Francis
okay i’m so sorry i was insensitive and i think that really messed things up but i really did try. i cared so much and yes i overthink but that’s because i didn’t wanna lose u. did u know i wrote about u? i told all my friends u were the one lmao. i saw a future with u and i tried everything to make u stay but it wasn’t enough and i’m sorry about that i really am. i hope ur happy with her.
From: ABC
To: Francis
okay i’m so sorry i was insensitive and i think that really messed things up but i really did try. i cared so much and yes i overthink but that’s because i didn’t wanna lose u. did u know i wrote about u? i told all my friends u were the one lmao. i saw a future with u and i tried everything to make u stay but it wasn’t enough and i’m sorry about that i really am. i hope ur happy with her.
From: ABC
To: Francis
i miss u idk where are you right now cuz you deleted your account but i hope youre better now
From: ABC
To: Francis
I still love you, but you've hurt me a thousand times. Hope your happy with what you did :)
From: ABC
To: Francis
I’m in love with you even tho I can’t be and I listen to our song on repeat.
From: ABC
To: Francis
i could see right through you, but i still love you. you don't need to be afraid
From: ABC
To: Francis
I can't just pretend that nothing happened to us, so yes, i still do care about you
From: ABC
To: Francis
Francis, im sorry for everything that i did remember i love you.
From: ABC
To: Francis
please be different from all of them. i don’t want this to end like the others
:((
From: ABC
To: Francis
I love you but you love another girl, all I want is for you to be happy.<3 :(
From: ABC
To: Francis
I will remember you in the hand pets, good perfumes & theater. I’ll miss you my bibi
From: ABC
To: Francis
Whatever happens i will always love you. Let’s grow old together, baby.
From: ABC
To: Francis
I hate waiting, but for you I will. Take care of yourself. I will always be proud of you.
From: ABC
To: Francis
i'm sorry i hurt you, i wish i could apologise but it's better if you don't hear from me.
From: ABC
To: Francis
you said you wouldn't do that to me. what changed your mind? this question rots inside of me.
From: ABC
To: Francis
how long until anything i do can finally attract your attention with out being about her?
From: ABC
To: Francis
stop giving me mixed signals because i know you are still stuck on your past
From: ABC
To: Francis
please give me the closure I deserve, i know how long it's been
From: ABC
To: Francis
id wait for you but i know you wouldnt. you were just like everyone else. i wish you cherished me
From: ABC
To: Francis
it's me (?) i hope it's you who asked. i miss you and i miss us. i see you in everything.
From: ABC
To: Francis
I miss experiencing your gentle heart and love every day. thank you for everything frank
