Unsent messages to FIONA
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: July 11, 2023, 5:26 am UTC
I still think of you when someone says best friend
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:25 am UTC
You will always be the love of my life. I'll never stop believing the red string of fate binds us together. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:26 am UTC
okay so i know this is meant for like crush stuff but you’re just my platonic best friend and thank you for always being there for me. i hope i’ll always be there for you
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:27 pm UTC
i don’t know how i feel about you. it’s almost been a year since it ended but i still can’t forget you. i wish i could. you ruined love for me but for some reason i still miss you. maybe one day we can reconnect when you figure everything out.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:28 am UTC
idk if u know how much i admire u and i am so grateful that u help me with all my bullshit. also nice cock.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:02 pm UTC
hey ur literally my favorite person in the world you make me so happy all the time, I consider you as my best friend ever, but I’m not sure if you feel that way about me. I love you and you deserve the world. You can light up a room any time of day. You’re so beautiful inside and out. Ily
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:18 am UTC
We used to talk about our futures while falling asleep on your attic floor. I hope you’re everything you wanted to be.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
I'm happy for you and your boyfriend but I would've been happier if you were with me but your still my bestfriend
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
I don't know if I love you. I can't tell. I know you hate me or don't feel the same. Oh how it hurts. All I want is for you to like me back but knowing it will never happen LOL does hurt
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
Her energy is always great she never brings down the mood. the prettiest too catches everyone’s attention
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:48 am UTC
hey i know your hands are full and i’m not carrying anything but can you be a dear and also take the trash
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 23, 2020, 11:21 pm UTC
I don't even know if you're the one I'm trying to reach and let go of. I almost did call you, but I don't even know if its you or not. I feel insane even sending another note. But I need confirmation, tell me something that would confirm it like a nickname or inside joke.
-you know who it is?
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:41 am UTC
Fi, maybe I’m crazy but did you actually send a note back? There’s no way it’s actually you. No possible way cause if it is, I need to think for a second. I need another note to confirm.
-you know who this is
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
something warm cups the side of your face. it’s her hand, the conscious part of your brain recognizes, but instead you close your eyes and think about the sleek fabric of a black windbreaker as it slides against your cheek, warm to the touch, comforting like the smell of sandy campfires and burnt pine needles.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 22, 2020, 7:42 pm UTC
Hiya Fi,
I don't know if you read these but if you do, send a note back.
I realize that I need to pull away from you, for my sake. I need to be selfish in a friendship for once. I mean its also technically your sake. I have feelings for you and I am accepting that you will never feel the same way.
I've been told to not count myself out, but why wouldn't I? I think its pretty clear that I'm not that for you.
-you know who it is
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
These times are so rough, I’m glad I have you here with me. I thought I would leave you this in hopes that you would see it when you are looking through these. Not a day goes by where I don’t appreciate you. You are so strong, and loving. One of the greatest people I’ve ever had the chance to meet. Happier times will come I’m sure of it, and I am with you every step of the way. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:15 am UTC
You're my sun, always brightening up my day no matter what the occasion but too special and painful to get close to.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:47 am UTC
I wish I could’ve made you stay but I know things changed for the better but I’ll always care for you.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 16, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
You were the closest to my heart than anyone I've known I said some rude things to you and I regret it very much
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 10, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
i love you so much. i know you’ll never see this but hey i’m tried of saying [message not available] i love you so much.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: November 2, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
i miss texting you dumb jokes and talking in the middle of the night and laughing until our stomaches hurt. i miss going to coffee shops to do homework but just talking for hours. i miss singing together in the car. do you miss me? or am i a shadow, or a dream?
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:25 am UTC
Just tell me if you’re avoiding me. It would hurt so much less then trying to make plans and last second they always fall through. I just wish I knew why you would be. I have a couple guesses but I want you to just be honest with me. Please. I promise that I won’t be as hurt as I would be if you actually were.
-that insecure gal
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: October 16, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
how can everything we do mean nothing to you? how can you hold me while i cry and still just call me a friend?
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 23, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
you leave me out. constantly. i love you so much but how am i meant to compete with her when she wins everytime
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 14, 2020, 9:30 pm UTC
You blatantly lied to me. I asked and you lied. I fucking knew it but I had hope. I had trust that you would tell me cause you said you would and you didn't. I found out on my own through fucking social media. It hurts more than anything else cause I thought we were close enough that you would tell me. I'm just hurt and feeling betrayed.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 10, 2020, 3:07 pm UTC
You were the first person who I believed when they said they loved me. I’m sorry I cried, I loved you so much I felt like I was falling apart.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 10, 2020, 9:07 am UTC
This is for all you. If you’re in school right now and you’re not everybody’s favourite person, don’t worry about it.
If they’re bullying you, calling you Shrek or Ogre, don’t worry about it. Sure you’ll probably remember it for the rest of your life, but you are not Shrek. Stand up for yourself and do NOT apologise for it.
You shouldn’t have to apologise for being a bitch if everyone else is responsible for bringing the bitch out of you.
You’re strong. Don’t let it get to you. ?
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
please stop letting smoking consume you , you are so much more than that , it makes u tired, unmotivated , grumpy , and messes with your eating. Come back to us and think about how you make other people feel.
From: ABC
To: fiona
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:12 am UTC
You said you were scared that I was going to break up with you.. but then you ended up breaking up with me a couple days after you finally said i love you back? over something we could have fixed.. and now i cant get my mind of you.. even though you broke my heart and its been months.. sad thing is if you asked me to come back to you .. i would.. in a heartbeat because i still love you.
