From: ABC
To: Felix
I still think about you, I worry about you and I wish with all my heart that you are happy. I'm so sorry for the pain I caused you. You were my first love and forever will be. You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. I'm waiting for you to text me.
From: ABC
To: Felix
How can one person be so perfectly imperfect in every way? I love every single one of your quirks and if it was someone else's I know I would hate it. I just can't help it and the fact that you'll probably never know how I feel hurts. I'd rather stay friends and have you be happy than just lose you forever. Each text conversation brings me so much joy, the happiness i feel in sharing our interests and passions is incomparable to anything on this earth, seeing your name on my phone gives me such a rush. I sincerely wish that you never see this, that nothing gets worse between us for ever and ever and ever. My love is infinite and I know that i would never get sick of you, that each day that goes by, i fall more and more in love with you. I hate when you don't see or notice me but I guess im used to it now, I guess you do have a reputation to uphold. I wish you every good thing that life has to offer because you are one of the best things life has offered me. You are my pride and joy although you'll never realize. Your smile makes me feel warm inside and no-one else has ever done that before. I could type for infinity and i would never be able to fully communicate my feelings so i'm not going to try.
lots of love,
Kait
From: ABC
To: Felix
i just wanted to help you become a better person , for yourself and your family , but you didnāt want to be saved did you?
From: ABC
To: Felix
i wish you knew how much you hurt me then, and how you still hurt me by loving her in ways you never loved me.
From: ABC
To: Felix
Hi. Been thinking bout you lately although I know really shouldn't. Like the new hair. What happened to us? We used to be so close. She came. She's the best you're lucky. I remember that one note that you gave me once. It said that I looked pretty. That note made my whole year. Thanks. I don't know why I didn't just tell you how I feel. Imagine if I I had told you. Idk I guess I thought that you were going to by my side always. Trying to forget you. Not the easiest project.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i wish i'd told you how i felt. i loved you so much it hurt, and then you fucked up. maybe i could have prevented it
From: ABC
To: Felix
i gave it all to u without even realising i was and u took it all and walked away. i wish u the best regardless.
From: ABC
To: Felix
I'm so sorry. I feel like I'm not being honest, if you understand. We were the right match at the wrong time. I can't handle this realationship right now, but please don't dissapear because we will need each other.
I'll miss you.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i truly believe that we were destined for eachother. i've never stopped loving you and i hope, one day, i'll find you again.
From: ABC
To: Felix
Itās been over a year and I still think about you. Iām sorry I keep popping in and out, but you havenāt made it easy.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i loved you but you betrayed me and i wish it couldāve gone differently. i wouldāve forgiven you. i just wish we were casual friends again. i miss you. i wish i didnāt. it would be easier
From: ABC
To: Felix
Du kanske inte kƤnner mig men jag kƤnner dig... Jag ser vad du handlar.. Jag ser vart du gymmar.. Jag ser var du och dina vƤnner brukar hƤnga.. Jag ser nƤr du sover.. nƤr du vaknar..
From: ABC
To: Felix
Hey. I know we havenāt talked in quite some while and I just wanted to let you know I still think about you. You were honestly amazing. We honestly would have been better of as friends lol but I donāt regret anything:)
From: ABC
To: Felix
please i need you to tell me yes or no thatās all i need and the i can finally get over you after 3 years
From: ABC
To: Felix
you were the first one i opened up to & it really destroyed me when you stopped talking to me (color grey bc of your jacket)
From: ABC
To: Felix
you will probably never read this and that could possibly be for the best. it just that i love you more than i will ever be able to describe. the moments with you make me feel like im not living. time is a concept that will forever be against us and my biggest fear is that i wont have enough time to tell you or show you how much i love you. love is so complicated and its so hard to believe. i mean i hardly believed it when i first felt it. how could i feel such a strong way towards someone and never know if they knew it enough. i just cant even explain it. your laugh and your smell and even the way you simply move. i dont laugh the way i laugh with you to anyone else. your words and your speech are the most important to me and yet i dont appreciate it enough. i take advantage of the fact that i hear it so often and that it is constantly in my ear. but the sad truth is one day it wont be. it is inevitable and yet somehow i still believe we can find a way. never stop me from letting me love you. obviously in a relationship there has to be a balance. we have balance. you drive me mad sometimes and you have the absolute free pass into shattering my heart. you can cause me the most pain in my life. take away the basic structure of why i want to stay all together. and yet i still give you my heart. completely and utterly it is yours. call me foolish but i dont care. im taking the risk and i like it. i'll be your fool. happily.
From: ABC
To: Felix
Iāll always save a special place for you in my heart my dear, just in case one day youāll come back for me.
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From: ABC
To: Felix
i was in love with you for 2 whole years even after you left me. i constantly wondered why i wasnt good enough. it wasn't me who wasn't good enough all along.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i never told you how i felt ... but if iām being honest i think you deserved better than me. i donāt really know if i felt the same way back to you. i loved your laugh and the way you spoke and your personality and the stories you told me. maybe just maybe one day youāll know.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i just had a dream that i told you i was in love with you and i said idk if you know that and yeah and after i said that you grabbed my chin and kissed me and i wish i hasnāt though about that but i did so yeah
From: ABC
To: Felix
shits crazy you came unexpected and now i never want you to leave, youve brought the best our of me but yet a new me too, in a positive way, if anything fails regardless i wish nothing but the best for you always, deserve nothing less king.
From: ABC
To: Felix
I liked you at the beginning and now weāre here. as much as I wish I didnāt, I miss you, want you and I wish you were actually mine. Thatāll never happen though...
From: ABC
To: Felix
I can't forget you since we first met. You're always on my mind, but I'm pretty sure you don't feel the same way..it's been 3 years
From: ABC
To: Felix
Thinking of you like this doesn't feel like a mistake. I wish I'd known sooner.
To what we could've been.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i know you only liked me because i was young and i know about all the other girls but iām never going to stop missing the way u make everything so much more beautiful and i hate myself for still loving u
From: ABC
To: Felix
I hate that I broke your heart, I broke mine so hard in the process that I am still recovering. I was so lost, so helpless, so confused, so scared. I don't expect you to understand or forgive me but I am sorry.
From: ABC
To: Felix
hey i just wanted to say that i love u so very much and u and the rest of straykids has made me very happy? love u
From: ABC
To: Felix
It's you and I'm afraid nobody will be able to compare to you ever. You were my once in a lifetime and I was just a way of passing time.
From: ABC
To: Felix
Please stop texting me. No, I wonāt forgive you. I canāt give you any attention. You donāt deserve it.
From: ABC
To: Felix
Still searching in every song i'm listening for a love song for you. its been 15 months now.. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Felix
I know you won't read this, but I hope life treats you better than I ever did. You deserve it. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Felix
It's like you're trying to protect me from yourself but trust me, I could handle you. I'm a strong girl
From: ABC
To: Felix
we never really knew each other. you probably didnt care. but i did. even though we werent friends i knew you would be kind, shy. i dont know what i thought. but i didnt think it would end. you never do i guess. not that it was important, to you. its weird really, i felt something between us. but i guess you never did. i guess it never was anything, it was just in my head.
From: ABC
To: Felix
I'm still hurting. Pathetic, I know. But I also know you don't care because you're with her now.
"Just you and me against the world."
what a liar.
From: ABC
To: Felix
You have always been in my heart and I hope you know that. You will always have a place in my heart
MVH Tall bitch
From: ABC
To: Felix
You were who i believe to be my first love. I thought it would be me and you. everything ended so fast that i never got the chance to know. Or closure... i never go to know why, or if the was a chance. but i know now that were grown apart now. We canāt just come back to edchtoher. We love different lives now. If only you never moved away.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i'm sorry felix that i couldn't tell you how I really felt, i will always love you and I hope you do well in life
From: ABC
To: Felix
even tho we're still good friends i haven't seen you in a while and i just wanted to tell you that i think of you every now and again and smile
From: ABC
To: Felix
iām so scared to love you because i know that if i lose you iāll never find someone like you again
From: ABC
To: Felix
I really thought you wouldnt let me go, but i guess i wasnt as special as you said.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i still love you
i miss your voice
i miss your cuddles
you made me a better person <3
From: ABC
To: Felix
my whole life revolves around your attention and i hate it, i cant stop spiraling without you
From: ABC
To: Felix
I miss you, Iām so sorry things are the way they are right now. Iāll love you always and forever.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i want you to stop hurting so much. i love you but donāt know how to help without being corny.
From: ABC
To: Felix
i still think weāre soulmates it was just the wrong timing. imy
From: ABC
To: Felix
please give me a second chance, i'll be better this time i promise
From: ABC
To: Felix
I feel so unwanted by you. I dont understand where it went wrong. I miss how we used to be.