hello love :) it's me. i'm hoping one day you see this – whether it's in six months, nine months, or even years from now. i'm hoping even more that we'll still be together years from now; knowing us, we will be. to start off simple... i love you. i love you more than i thought physically possible. you're the brightest person that i know. you radiate joy, kindness, and positive energy (probably because of the crystals). the fact that i have the privilege to know who you are at your very core astounds me every day. you make me happier than i've ever been, b. most importantly, you make me a better person... just by being your perfect self. having you in my life has given me more confidence, both in my interactions with others and in my own identity. you've been there for me always, even before we started dating; and for that, i'm forever grateful. i hope that i've been able to show you how much you mean to me. i try to. anyways, i've made you read enough haha. i want you to know that you've absolutely changed my life for the better and i never want to lose you. even if we aren't at the same school later on down the road, i know we'll be able to figure something out. i luh you, you dog ass hoe

You ruined me. But if you texted me tomorrow asking to see me I would go in a second. And that's what scares me the most.

I’ve liked you for a while but i’m scared to ask you out because we’re both girls and i think your straight. i also chose this colour because you said this was your favourite green ❤️

i have never ever met someone as kind and wonderful as you! you really are a little ray of sunshine! so thankful i’m able to call you my friend!

My heart beat counts the time we are apart. This pandemic ruined everything, but Im patient and I will wait as long as it takes. You are what I see when I drift into dreams, it will always be you. I miss you

you really had me not trusting the person I cared most about, but thats my fault for putting my trust in you, thinking you had my best interest in mind.

i don’t think you realize how much you mean to me. you saved my life. the way you always know what to do is so admirable. i wouldn’t be here without you, i mean it with my whole heart. i love you endlessly. remember, everything will be okay.

I know you never looked at me that way but it’ll always drive me crazy how many times I had to bite my tongue & watch other people have what I wanted

I'm really sorry for ghosting you, you are an amazing person and i have things that i need to work through before i can commit to a relationship. BTW, you are amazing at soccer so stop doubting yourself

Seeing you in love is hard but I’m happy for you. Of course I’m very sad too but my darling I am so happy for you.

hope you can forgive me, and maybe we can start over. i think we were meant to be. there was nights these past months i couldnt sleep thinking about you. true pain in my chest. i think youre my one, hopefully im yours too.

Whats up bitch, its mia. ur like one of my favorite people to hangout with and I think I should thank you for standing up for me and give you the credit you deserve.

I am sorry for the way I acted when we were 14. But I cannot forgive you nor forget what you did to me on my 18th birthday.

i think that i made a mistake. i know we've both grown so much in the last couple years. take me back?

i'm completely in love with you, and I have been since we were fifteen. I dont know if I will ever get up the courage to tell you, so this will have to do,
IW xxx

i am so in love with you. but itd be the most selfish thing if i confessed.. itd be ruining your only friendship. but i really do believe were meant to be. maybe not now but in the future. ive been overwhelmingly obsessed with you since the day we met. its so hard, erin. please love me back

Business girl. You were my first time with girl. I always notice you around campus. Wanna fuck again?

i check this website everyday, trying to see if youd write me something. you dont even know this website exists. im silly

Erin, I am so in love with you. I wish I’d been honest with myself sooner because now you look at her the way I look at you. All I have left is what might have been & I think it might have been beautiful

i still think about you from time to time you know. i’m so sorry that i can’t be there for you. i distance myself from you because you can do so much better than me. i love you so much but you’ve got to let me go, for your own good. i love you erin.

i’m sorry i couldn’t take away all the hard stuff you’ve been dealing with. i wish things were different. i really hope we end up together again one day. i love you always.

you know, I really did love you. I wish it were me holding you and making you smile, but I know you're happy with him. And I'm ok with that.

i love you so much. you’re the best friend life could’ve given me. thinking about how you would feel if i left, is that only reason i can still stay on my feet. just talking to you puts a smile on my face.

Hey! i miss our english class together. It's been a few years already but I regret not trying. I liked you a lot and I hope the best for you. If we get to become closer again, I promise I won't back out.

I hope you understand how much I care about you I just wish you could be mine I know you probably don’t feel the same but I haven’t gave up yet I’m scared to tell you because if you don’t feel the same way our friendship might not be the same. I wish the guy you were with now treated you better because you deserve the best your an amazing person I hope you never dought yourself. Have a good day do your school work

I hate you for leaving me out. for getting a new best friend and for loving them more than me. I hope everyone is happier without me.. I miss u everyday

Your tear soaked face still haunts me to this day. I wish I kissed you in the stairwell when I had the chance. Now you're across the country and in love with someone else.

wassup bae;)))) ok but fr u may annoy the shit out of me sometimes and i findf it hard to platonically show affection or love so this is painful writiing but im glad we're friendz. you always have my back and i know i can trust and be myself with you. you're a wonderful friend.

there hasn’t been a day i have thought about you since you left and i wish i could tell you how i feel but i know your happy now

I'm so sorry my dear , i feel like I've let you down infinitely I'm trying to make things better but i don't know if i can . everyday i loose you more and more i cant let you slip away because i know i will hate myself if do , its my fault im sorry
xxx
erin

why did you have to do that to me?
i'll never be able to trust anyone like i trusted you. i gave you everything and got nothing in return but everything seemed so wonderful... we never even dated. you just strung me along. and you dated two different people while getting nudes, attention and emotional gratification from me. fuck. it makes me so miserable to think about. i can't believe you had the fucking audacity.
it just proves to me that no matter how hard i try i am unloveable.
thank you for ruining my favourite album for me.
you never cared about me, did you?

you’ll always deserve so much better. heaven won’t be enough for you you’re worth even more than that and i can’t wait to see you at your healthiest

i wish you liked me back i wish i was good enough for you but i’m literally a piece of shit you deserve the world i hope you get your girl, i hope your happy.

You were my first love. i will always remember evey Tuesday you walking into class with a smile on your face.

u used to be the one thing that made me feel safe and now u make me feel scared and so, so tired all the time

I hope some day i have a chance to be yours, I don't know if it obvious enough but i am trying and i wish you felt the same.

I still love you. I always will. I hope you find yourself and your happiness. The pain of being without you is worth it if it helps you smile again.

if we met back then as the people we are now, i think it would have worked out. but hooking up w you is still cool, even tho nothing will ever become of it. mm

i want to be you so fucking bad, youre one of my best friends hoe and i love you so much and ill always be here for you, even when we feel like were drifting ill always be here.

I should have never fought with you over something so stupid because of someone, who meant nothing to me compared to you. If I could defend you instead of them I would but I guess this is a fitting ending to our story.

I think we were in love with each other. but then again, how much can you really love someone at the age of 11? our six-year friendship ended and I was glad but sometimes I miss the feeling of knowing you're loved

When you ask me if Im alright and i say ya the truth is im just sitting there in my head wishing you were mine.
you'll probably know who this is if you see it

i still love you. hell, i guess a part of me always will. i miss you but it’s fine. i guess soulmates don’t always get a happy ending

you keep popping up in my dreams whenever i think i was getting over you. my dreams are a world where we are okay, and together, and happy. impossible

i really fucking miss you you know. but i cant devote myself to someone who doesnt nearly love me as much as i love them. youre all talk and no action. youre honestly a horrible friend. but i love you so much... it hurts so much erin. when we unite im giving you a chance for you to improve as my friend. but if you fail i really cant keep carrying us. please try.

I’ve been your bsf for so long but I really don’t know how to tell you I love you. I love you Erin<3

i miss us being girls together, but I don't miss how small you made me feel

If only our story wasn’t so complicated.

We spent 5 years together. I’ll love you forever, It’s just different now. Always and forever <3

i wish we could meet in every lifetime, ur presence alone meant alot