Unsent messages to EPSILON

I'm so traumatised, I'm considering running away back home. It would =death. I'll watch films with my grandparents on the couch in the evening with the lights off, and my grandma will try to feed me as if I never ate in my entire life. & my grandpa will complain about how he has to put up with all the women, and my life will be complete for a sec.just a brief moment... Until they die and I’ll have no future, career, love or path in there. Just my grandparents I grew up with.