From: ABC
To: Matildé
Hey, it’s me, your snail. I hope you are doing great; it’s all I wish for you. Unsurprisingly, it’s not going to be great for me. I am over here like a dummy waiting for your good morning/night texts. I have not deleted our pictures. Constantly think about calling you and asking about your day, a part of my previous daily routine, but I acknowledge I no longer have a place in your life.
You may still love me, but you’re no longer in love with me, and that is okay. As I reminisce and relive the memories, the third date fills my head. The museum, dinner and rooftop. How I slept the night we first dated. The calmness you brought to my soul.
Now I have to focus on myself. Move on. However, a part of me will always love and care about you. I knew it wasn’t meant for forever, but it sure felt like it. We were definitely meant to be, it was just not meant to last. In another lifetime then snail. Take care and farewell. (I know you should not but feel free to text me chicken butt whenever you finished reading)
From: ABC
To: Matildé
ciao , sono stata una merda , lo so cazzo, però ho avuto paura quando la cosa ha iniziato ad essere seria , ti meriti di meglio , di più e io mi sentivo non meritevole di quell affetto; ti amo . m
From: ABC
To: Matildé
You’re one of my closet friends and I think I’m catching feelings for u, I know I shouldn’t.
From: ABC
To: Matildé
So am i just supposed to forget what happened that night? Did it mean nothing?
From: ABC
To: Matildé
You left me for her. But I still love you with my whole heart. I hate you. I love you. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Matildé
I can’t tell if we have been on good terms or not and it’s literally driving me insane…
From: ABC
To: Matildé
You know we cant just be friends. What i needed the most was you. You needed more, i needed you.
From: ABC
To: Matildé
I dream about you every night. I hope you dream about me in the same way
From: ABC
To: Matildé
I miss u???? I know you don’t want to be friends anymore i just wished I meant the same you do 2 me????