I loved you so much it hurt. I still do. I’d do anything for you and I hate that. I wish I could forget you

I can't take it anymore Edan. It hurts. I have to do it.

I may still not fear death, but you gave me a reason to want to be alive. For that, I thank you.

I’m glad u found someone who makes you happy but I miss you and it’s selfish bc I left but its true

i don’t love you anymore, but you’ll always have a special place in my heart.

I really really miss you

I miss you edan. If you ever see this, I wish we talked when you asked to talk. I’m so sorry.

i miss you so much it hurts