I know I already said something but I can't help to wonder about your emotions, I regret letting you go, every day I wish I fought for you when you left, but I just felt if u don't want me there is no reason for me to fighting for someone that doesn't want to do the same and I still don't know how you feel about me. I want to be so involved with everything about you, but ik that's the opposite of what you want, you need freedom and space, and I love being together all the time. we are so alike and yet when it comes to the love department we fall short. i really wish I could blurt out everything, or even just say I love you and I can awkwardly run away, I made a playlist for you, I don't think you listen to it anymore. I made a 2-hour long confession of my feelings for you, and yet I could go on. i hope that somehow you see this and know its me, hopefully you wont be weirded out, but honestly, I just want to tell you everything and never talk to you again. it would be to embarrassing and too awkward if you don't feel the same and we have all the same friends. you have so much potential and even if you are dumb sometimes, I cherish you.