I am so mentally drained. You’re ruining me and I can’t imagine what’s gonna happen in the future because I genuinely cannot see a future continuing on like this. I hope you die.

i'm sorry if i confuse you sometimes, i know i can be a bad person when it comes to these things and i'm sorry for that

im so glad that i got to meet you this year, its been so cool talking to you for these past months :)

Will you come back one day? Will you look for me?