You don't know how many times I've anxiously waited for you to text me back. You don't know how giddy you make me feel when I see you message me. You don't understand the way my stomach drops everytime I get a notification from you. I wish I could tell you the way I feel, but I can't. I don't want to end up ruining our friendship. I don't want you to walk out of my life and pretend our almost 3 years of friendship was something fake...