Hey, I miss you. I know I shouldn't, because its been months since we last talked, it feels kind of creepy not gonna lie. I don't know why I do, its not like we did anything special. we did what every other couple did. I mean considering we were 10, the things we did were "odd" for us being that young. I miss you. I miss the way your lips pressed up against my cheek, I miss the way you held my hand, and kissed it. I miss watching you play basketball, I miss you. watching you cry on my shoulder, or when you got mad, it really hurt me. I hated you feeling another emotion then happy. If I could take back all of our stupid arguments, I would in a heartbeat. I think your my soulmate sometimes, isn't that weird? we're 12 now, almost turning 13 in April. remember how we thought it was so cool when we found out our birthdays were 2 days apart? I remember that day, it was third grade, on your birthday. The way you got so excited, you teased me about how you were 2 days older than me. Wow, I still remember that so well, so how can I remember something that happened almost 3 years ago, but I can't remember the last time we said "I love you?" I remember you saying it so clearly, just can't remember the final one. when you texted for the first time since our breakup. I did it again, as I was writing this, I thought I saw your name in my messages. Anyways, as I was saying, when you texted me, I was so mad, how could you cheat on me? After a year of dating, why? that's not even the worst part. you cheated on my for weeks with a girl from your new school, and then broke up with me and your BESTFRIEND told me, not you. thinking I did something wrong? you broke me and all of my confidence, thank god I had people supporting me, because if I didn't, I don't think I would've ever been okay again. im probably being overdramatic or whatever. but after we texted, it felt like everything was ok again. it feels pathetic saying this. I still miss you, its been months since we last talked, but I miss everything, The way we facetimed until five in the morning, how you said you would take me back in a heartbeat, I told you that you were dumb or whatever. Im sorry for that, I was scared of you hurting me again. I met this guy, he's really really nice or whatever, I might like him, I don't know. im scared to go any further then friends, because what if you text me one day? what if when I finally start to move on, you text me? I can't move on because of you and for that, I hate you. I hate the way im stuck on you. I don't know, maybe after this, I can finally let go. my heart hurts. I miss your hugs, I miss your smile, your voice, your lips against my cheek, but recently, I felt the memory of those feelings fading. they're fading, I don't want to let go but maybe I have to in order for me to move on? I hope we never forget each other, I love you, and miss you, I hope we meet again.

The memory of your scent, voice and touch are fading. But the memories we have are still bluntly here.

You were my first everything, including my first and only heartbreak. I can’t ever forgive you

I guess we weren’t meant to be. I felt alive w you. Now idk, but Ik I never want to see u again.

You genuinely were my first love. I hope everything works in your favor.

Hey Deion I love you so much????????prolly don’t even know about this site. I hope we don’t break up

I wish we could have done things right. Maybe we wouldn’t be missing each other rn

do i ever cross your mind?

i still think about you sometimes. i wish i didn't

I love you more than you know, so much more.

And if death do us part, I promise to find you in every lifetime.
I will love you forever

And if death do us part, I promise to find you in every lifetime.
I will love you forever