You are adorable. You literally are one of those few boys that are just perfect. I hope nothing blocks your light. Keep having the same relationship with your mom. I hope we meet someday.

If I had the chance I'd never leave you again, but I don't

i still think of you

do you still think of me?

.....I'm just, so sorry

i want to talk to you again. i miss you so much. pelase talk to me again

“Everything I ever let go of has claw marks on it; yet I have not even a scratch on me”

i dont know if youll ever see this, but on the off chance you do, i love you more than anything

I had a dream about you. I got to see what happened if I didn't choose him.

A sign?

I haven’t missed you in so long, why am I constantly dreaming of you now?

It’s so hard pretending like I don’t constantly think of you still. Why do you mean so much to me?

I know it's selfish but....I miss you and I regret hurting you so much

I don’t want you back, yet I would still give up everyday to relive day one. Just once.

you complete me, the only friend I’ll ever need

I regret hurting you so much, how could I push you away again

I still think about you a lot. I think I will forever. Idk I guess I wanted to say im sorry

I'll wait forever just like I made you wait

Nothing was ever your fault we were just messed up kids then.

I wish I could just change my mind and marry you already. im sorry.

Honestly...fair enough

Everytime I think I'm ready to move on and do better ....I have a dream about you. wish i did better

I know it's pathetic, but I feel so lonely when we don't text or call

.....i understand, I really hurt you

I miss you so much already my angel :(.

I hope that in the future we may be in contact again. I love you, Kai.

i wish i never left you. i miss you, i miss us. im sorry.

it's been weeks since we cut contact. ik i need to stop caring about you but i can't. i miss you.

I wish we could be how we were when we first dated. Wish I could take back everything I did to you.

I love you even though you hate me

i miss you so much even though i shouldn't.. i will never forget that night at church camp.

I broke your trust. I broke everything
It's not fair to you

Do you miss me at all? Because I miss you.. why did you want to leave so bad?

you’ll never read this. i’m sorry i messed everything up with us. i miss you sweetheart

Could you actually be my girlfriend...?