Unsent messages to DAKOTA

I know I hurt you, but you are hurting me a thousand times worse. I am so in love with you, please stop.

you hurt my way too many times . i hope you’re happier with her than you were with me. i’ll always be here if you need me . after everything i still believed your promises . i have no idea why . ?i’m glad you found someone that makes you happier than i did i guess. i just wish i didn’t feel good enough .

Thank you for being my friend, I can't tell you this because I don't want to get sappy but you've saved me from so much. Being your friend has showed me a lot.

i miss you a lot. i miss everything ab you. i wish you could love yourself so you could love me. come back when you're ready, I'll be here.

You showed me how to live life with no regrets, how to appreciate the little things, and how to be unapolagetically myself in the face of judgement. Our time together was short, but the lessons you've taught me are forever. I regret not showing you more of myself or reaching out after we got separated. Hope you're doing well xx

remember when we used to visit eachother when the other one was working, or hanging out after work, a lot has changed.

i'm sorry i messed everything up but i love you and wish you nothing but the best. i wish you knew how i felt.

you've fucking got this, baby. fuck them all, go get your shit together and turn the music up a little louder.

hey. i know you probably won’t ever see this but uhhh it’s worth a try. i’m really sorry about how things ended between all of us. i wasn’t in the right mental headspace and i took that out on you guys and pushed you away. the things i did and said were offensive and i’m really sorry. even though everything ended i’m still happy that happy that i got to get to know you and see past the old bullshit and “drama” we had. i love you :)

i actually love you more than anything. when we don't text there's a part of me where i'm just not me. i wish we could first meet each other because you made me light up more than anything. i miss you and i love you much. :/

hey... i wish i had the guts to tell you how i really felt but i doubt you would feel the same way, your on my mind so often i dont go a day without thinking about you, and you probably dont even think about me. im writing this here because i feel i would push you away if i even tried to confront you about this. it kills me that i think all these things about you but id never get them in return, i just wanna be there with you, fuck nudes fuck sex. i just wanna be in your arms and hear your voice again...

I really hope this works out. I finally feel completely again when we’re together..i haven’t been this okay since him....

I’ve always been confused about how I feel about you. We’ve been close friends for a long time and I’ve debated on if I liked as more than a friend multiple times before. I think I’ve finally figured it out. I like you, I like you so much that I couldn’t even see it. I care about you so much and I think about you all the time. You make me feel things that I’ve never felt when I’m with other people and I never have to worry about being myself around you. I like you so freaking much and I hope you see this

i could tell you how i feel but i know you don't feel the same. so i'll be your friend until your ready

i loved you a couple months after we met. i still care for you. and ik you don’t feel the same. take care.

you made me question every single thing and everyone who ever cared about me after you showed how little you cared about me. i helped you through so much, and when i needed you most you were gone and i’ve never felt such betrayl

after you called me today, i started crying because you never really were the one to call me first. and i missed when you did that.

you destroyed me more than you could ever know. you have really fucked up my heart. you have made it to where i cant trust a thing anybody says. you have fucked my love life up so bad because i cant trust anymore. i thought by now id be over you completely but im not and i never will be. i love you but i hate you so much...i hate you because you fucked me over so bad and i didn't deserve it especially when all i done was love and support you in every way possible. i'm sorry i couldn't give you what you wanted but i knew that's all you wanted from me and i hope that she could give you what i couldn't and i hope she made you happier than i ever did.