i hope this finds you just like i hope i found the right posts about me. i don't know if you will ever care to look up "cowgirl" but hopefully you'll remember. i hope you're okay. i just wanted to say sorry about us. i wish you told me and put yourself in a vulnerable position for me but it's fine that you didn't. i hope you don't miss me even though that's what i read on the last post under my name. maybe that was you, maybe you're not even thinking of me. i say i hope you don't miss me because i don't see myself ever coming back to you. i would like to talk to you as friends but i would be reminded of our memories, even though there weren't that many. i'm glad you didn't make me heartless as i first thought i would be when you ended us. thanks for breaking my heart but please don't do what you did to me to another person. be certain, don't lead them on. i miss your dog, i hope they remember me even though i'll never see her again. once again, i hope you're doing okay. sorry if i caused any pain even though you wrecked me at one point. but really why would you miss me if you didn't want me anymore or were unsure of your feelings ??? thanks for not ruining my hoodie btw really appreciate it. alright sorry for writing so much, go on with your life! become the dr (in psychology) i always told you would become, go do great things. but fr if you didn't write that last post, holy shit im gonna look mad stupid, oh well, bye. lemme know in a way that you got this message. i would love to know if you found this message somehow. don't hesitate because if you're still reading and going like "this literally is about me" because i can almost guarantee it is