I don't know what to say. But after that night I really thought there was a lot wrong with me that you had to ghost me. But as time went on I realized that you have your own shit and it's not my place to pressure you into anything. But I hope maybe in time we can still be friends again. I miss talking with you over drinks and would like that person back.

I will always consider u my first love and I deep down think we are soulmates.

I will never forgive you for the things you said about me to our friends.