You really really hurt me, but I loved you so much and would do anything to have you back, I miss this summer and your eyes, but I know you only were with me for one thing and one thing only, it’s depressing I miss you, I miss your stupid jokes and the way you’d play with my hair, I know I wasn’t your type from the start and I shouldn’t of gotten drunk and texted you all those times, you were my first love and first heartbreak, I love you, but I’ve got to move on if I want to find someone who will love me the way I loved you.