Unsent messages to CHILDHOOD

isnt it wierd missing you? i mean most of my trauma comes from there but i still miss it so much. is that possible to miss something that caused you so much pain? cmon chloe dont be a sop, you still have really good memories. yknow the ones where our family would rarely be an actual happy family. you had past relatives that were still alive back then, grandpas, grandma, uncle cyrille god i miss you all, id do anything just to give yall one last hug.