To myself: Always love yourself and always strive to treat people well. But if someone spits on your boot spit on theirs too. You are beautiful in almost every way and I know you are insecure about very trivial things so try to not let them get the best of you. Always be true to yourself and do what you want to do as long as you aren't hurting anyone no matter how much it may make someone else upset or angry. Also I know I said it already but you are beautiful, more specifically your body because its like a landscape and its constantly changing throughout the years. It doesn't look like how it did 2 years before and it will look different 2 years later too so love it though all its changes because life is oh so short. But you also don't exist to be beautiful and pleasing to they eye, you can exist in whatever shape or form you want and everything you do doesn't have to be done with grace or appeal to everyone as long as you get the job done. There is no pretty way to dig in the dirt.

The only reason I can’t be your friend is because I’ll always fall for you again and again.