First love because I never felt as strongly to anyone before you, you made my future seem infinite. I miss you terribly, I’m sorry you couldn’t work it through with me.

Hi :) i know we haven't really been talking lately, but I love you with every fiber of my being and I know you'll figure everything out

I know you’re never gonna see this but...
I love you so fucking much and I’m so scared to lose you. I’m scared I’m never going to be yours and that we will never get to do all the fun things we talked about. I’m scared you will never love me back... I’m scared that we will never get a chance at being in love and being our best selves together.. When I think about you with another girl I get so heartbroken. I want to make you the happiest boy in the world and give you all my love. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I’m so so glad you came into my life. You’re the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when i go to sleep. You mean so much to me and I will love you forever, no matter what happens. I’m hoping and praying we will get to be in love together and last forever but we don’t know what to future holds... I love you and thank you for being you

You were the first person to ever say you believed in me. That's all I've needed since then to keep pushing.

We don't talk anymore, but I still hold onto hope that someday your name will pop up in a notification.

I love you so much but I don't think its ever gonna end up working which is to sad for me to think about :(

You’re not a good person. Everyone tells me to love you again, but how am I supposed to love the unloveable?

I love the fact we arnt dating yet I can't stay in a relationship because i feel like im cheating on u

Tiny, there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. Even though you can’t and it wouldn’t make things better, I wish you would reach out. You were the greatest first love.

I wish things turned out different and you never moved. We were just so young... I still love you, but not like i used too.

i meant it when i said i'd love you forever; i never told you i'd be in love with you forever. thank you for everything.

You are such a great person and role model. There are so many things about you that I never got to learn, I'm sorry.

i miss you but i shouldn't. i just got scared cause you were there for me. no one's ever been there for me before.

Tiny, I miss you a whole lot. I’ve been working real hard to not think about you each day and to refrain from texting you. I think you’d be proud of me. I still love you. Hopefully I get over it soon. But fck you for breaking me

I haven’t gone a single day without thinking about you since the day we met and I’m still praying you feel the same.

i’m sorry i treated you the way i did, i was just trying to show how much i love you. but now you’re gone, i wish you the best.

Calvin for the love of god sober up I don’t want you to die and that shouldn’t surprise you. People care, they really do.

i love you. i do. im just exhausted of waiting for you to make up your mind. i couldn't do it. im sorry

i’m sorry you were sad while you were with me you don’t deserve that. i appreciate you and how much you cared for me, i just wish you would’ve known leaving wouldn’t make me any happier. i hope you’re able to grow and find someone who brings you up instead of spring dragging you down with them, you deserve it. i love and wish the best for you

i'm finally doing amazing and loving life without you...but of course they were right when they say they always come back when they see you doing better...why'd you have to come back?

hey baby, I love you so much. I miss you everyday, and I hope that one day I will see you. You are my word, my everything and I dont know what I would do if you wernt in my life right now. I know im stubborn, slow, no humor, and I am nothing like the girls you like with the nice bodies, features, and voice, but I will always try my best to let you know that I love you everyday. I hope that once day we grow up with eachother. Even though right now you think that you will be single and will never get married, you will always think that way. I hope you had a good day, did you eat? how did you sleep? tell me all about it. I want you to know that you make me smile everyday, and you make me stop overthinking. I will and always will be here for you, even though you know I dont help much. If one day, that day, comes where we dont feel the same anymore, just know that what I said will always be true. I know you can live without me, I know you can do a lot of things without me. I am so proud of you for making it this far, with yourself and with me, you are my happiness and my reason to smile everyday. Thats why when ur sad im sad when ur happy im happy. cause when I see you sad I want to be sad with you so you dont feel alone , and when your happy I feel happy cause I know your feeling good today. If that day comes to when one of us has to break us apart, dont be sad, be happy, I dont want you to be sad. Also dont forget to eat, sleep early, communicate, and do your homework, if you dont get it, ill still be there to help you. I know, I know im overthinking it, but its just what I do, overthink about the good and the bad and what they can both lead to. Im not the best and I know I already said that, but just tell me what I can do to make me better for you. When you read this, I hope you slept well sleepy head, dont forget to eat today, eat not snack okay, ill be up if you just want to text me what your doing or if you just want to text me. I didnt say goodnight yet cause you knocked out again, but its okay, I just want you to stay sleeping. Goodnight sweet dreams I love you baby.

i miss you but i do not want you back, i deserve better. still, you’ll forever hold a place in my heart & i hate myself for that. why can’t i let go?

i still miss you but i do not want you back, i am letting you go because i am now aware that i deserve better. thank you.

I miss you so fckn much. I pushed you away the last few months of school and now we don’t go to the same school anymore. I’m so fckn dumb and I’m sorry. I love you.

i thought i was over you, but i’m not. i miss you so much. we never dated, but you are my first love, idk if i can ever love anyone else

You might not be the father of my children but you will be the guy I tell my daughter about when she gets her heart broken, and I’m trying to come to terms with that.

I miss you and sushi I'm sorry

please come back

I dont think youll see this, but i miss you. Reach out.

I never could say I liked you, so I never knew if you did too. I still pretend you took me to prom.

why can’t i stop thinking about the way you kissed me?

i’m more mad at you then anything now. you treated me like i was nothing and got away with it.

I wanted nothing more than to be able to love you, and I hate myself every day that I can’t

I'm really in love with you but I think I annoy you a lot.

I saw that you’re still listening to the playlist I made you. I miss you.

I will never let someone treat me the way you did ever again

I love you, this will all work out, I promise.

i still repeat the words you said to me

you will always be my first love. no matter how old we get.

Your voice feels like safety.

i never stopped loving you

im gonna miss u crush <3

why do i have to be the one to make a move ?

you said you love me, but i saw you still keep everything about your ex

We stomped on each other’s feelings till it ended, I wish we didn’t

I think about you all the time

i get it. i know if u didn’t say it, i wouldve never left u alone. ill always think of us cal

I wish you were into me the way i was into you

I hope you look back one day and realize how much I loved you. Contentment was everything.

I hate that I will forever never forget you and I still love you