i hurt myself by expecting you to want me back. i think every time we talk we will fall in love again. i miss our love and i miss you.

it’s been 9 months but did you know i have a playlist that reminds me of you? and that sometimes i’ll read over our texts? or that i kept all your hoodies and sweaters

seeing you with someone else makes me so hurt. how did you move on so fast? i feel like i will never move on.

every time i think i am over you i never actually am. i get you have moved on but it still hurts watching you care so little about me when i once meant everything.

you had my entire heart in your hands and broke it. but even still, i’ll never stop loving you until i die

I wonder if you still think about me. I wonder if you miss me like I miss you. I hope we end up together

thank you for teaching me that i am worth much more than how u made me feel. i used to think that you were the best i could ever get because i diminished my self worth to the point that it was so low i gave up on everything else in my life and started to act recklessly in order to prove to you i was rebellious and worth your time. i now see that i have so much more going for me in my life and there are so many people that care about me more than you ever have or will. enjoy the rest of your life you worthless piece of shit :)

I know I’m not okay right now but I will be soon. I wonder if you still think about me. You’re always gonna be my first love and I will always have an insane amount of love for you in my heart until I grow old. Thank you for showing me how to be treated and for loving me.

i hate you. because i never want to feel what you put me through ever again. i dont know if im crying over you almost a year later because i miss you or im mad at you or if im mad at myself. i cant say i wish i never met you because you taught me the things i want and dont want in a person. i dont believe in promises anymore because of you. im in a new relationship now but he deserves more than im giving him. i gave you raw unconditional love that i cant seem to bring myself to get to that point with him because im scared and i hate you for that. i just dont think im made to love and im so mad at myself for letting you, out of anyone, to manipulate me the way you did. you gave me everything i ever wanted and im glad we ended things though because it got too toxic for the both of us. if you didnt end it i dont think i wouldve had the courage to end it myself. i was holding onto every little piece i could and towards the end of our relationship i forced myself to believe that you would still be the same person you were when we met. false hope. that's the saying. i gave myself false hope for believing that we would go back to the same doe eyed lovers we were when we first met. but it wasn't like that anymore, we looked at each other with sadness and understanding that we needed it to end, and that we didn't know how we got to the point but it happened. i wish we never did though, but it did and i don't wish for you back into my life. im mad at you because you saw how things were for me and you still never gave me the time of day.

not a single day goes by since january where i haven't thought about you. good or bad. but tonight is one of the bad nights. what happened to us? where did things go wrong? you were my first love and i think it's unfair to who i'm with right now. i tell myself that i let you go but a part of me still holds onto everything we had. not so that you come back, but only because you set my expectations of love, but also my worst fears in a relationship.

idk how to start this, i can’t imagine you with anyone else, i like you and i wanna be with you but i feel like if you get to know me better and my past it’ll be the biggest regret of your life. bc i’m not ready to share everything with u yet. anyways no matter what happens, i’ll always be here.

I miss talking to you

i think you're my soulmate

I think you deserve a better relationship

You’re forever my favorite everything & i hope in my future it’s you.

i wish i could figure out what you wanted. i hope that maybe one day we’ll work out

i’ll always love and cherish you, mi amorcito ):

i told my mother about you

so many of us are waiting for you but for my sake, i hope you pick me first.

I’m stuck in a space of missing you and realizing you don’t love me anymore.

i still think about you every day. idk why i left again…

i hate the way you were ok with lying to me.

I wish I had a better impression.

I always loved you. It was never conditional.

If i ever leave this world i want you to find someone who you will love more than you loved me

I'm sorry that I waited so long to like you back.

Even though I don't have feelings for you anymore I still think about you everyday.

there’s always that 5% that could be more.

love you always

idk why u had to end it like that. u knew that would hurt me more then anything in the world.

he told me he was with you to get over me

You’ll always be my first love. I just want you to be okay. How can you measure an apology?

My sweet man, I love you so. ❤️

You hurt me so bad but I can't let go. I think I will miss you forever.

Why wasn’t I enough? Talking to me didn’t come from the heart?

i wish you tried herder

I love you.

You’re the one I want until the end of time, don’t leave please

how could you just move on like that

i hate myself for giving u a second chance. what u did hurt. i still hope we can work.

For the first time in months, I dreamed. For the first time in months, I dreamed of you.

did you forget everything i'll always remember

get out of my head. or be the man you used to be

I’m sorry. I’ll miss you forever

I'm worried we're falling away from each other, but I don't know how to help you

why’d u give me up so easily? it was us against the world. u were my bestfriend.

there was nothing i did to deserve how you treated me

i miss you more than you could ever know.

i wish u could see urself the way i see you.

i miss you

I just want you to like me.