pain. bro why. You know what you were doing the entire time and I still gave you another chance, it isnt fair. I hope that you are happy with yourself because the pain you have caused me and you act like you dont care at all. All i want is to feel apprecaited but its impossible. You were everything to me but now I have almost nothing to replace you with so it leaves me feeling empty. I hope that whatever we had I can find again someday but it feels like out of the millions of people you were different. You acctually cared until you didnt. You are the female version of me or atleast the best one ive found and that is what makes it hurts so much. There is nobody on the earth like you so hope for finding someone else is so low. I just want to love myself again. I wish you just stayed away and kept to yourself instead of barging back. I even met your dad and family and that hurts to because what have I become to them... Am I even cared about to them anymore. I just hope I can get over this unwavering sadness... bye.

where did everything go wrong? we were perfect at the start.

ur the coolest <3

I should've told you how I actually felt about you. I will always regret that.

you ruined me.

i really wanted you, i still do. i thought you wanted me too, but i think i was wrong.

i think of you often. especially when i wanna go walk around walmart sorry for how things happened

i really miss being with you all the time. you really were my best friend and i hate that it changed

To my Dear Amiya,
I love you. I’m sorry for ever making you cry or sad. I’ll try not to do it again.