I just hope you know how much I love you. I should be happy, but honestly I'm just terrified you'll leave me in the end. I don't care if we cant spend the rest of our lives together, I just need you to stay alive and keep trying your best. Just your existence on this planet is enough to keep me going. I don't want to be here without you. You matter so much, you're so loved. Please don't leave me alone here, even if its difficult. You make life beautiful and worth living. Don't ever doubt yourself, in my eyes you're the strongest person I've ever met. It hurts to see how little you think of yourself, do you even know how important you really are? How much you've done for people, and me? How you inspire people? How you've helped me find beauty in this life? Word will never be enough to express my gratitude, and all the love I have for you. Thank you.

I don’t wanna forget you