Unsent messages to BALLET

you were my first love, my first passion, my first therapy, my first heartbreak, and my biggest life lesson. thank you for everything. you were all i loved for 13 years of my life. my love for you was so pure and genuine, until it wasn't. you went from being my happy and safe place to my torture and suffering. it wasn't even you though, it was everyone else. i'm sorry it ended the way it did but it was for the best. i couldn't take it anymore. i wish i could come back, i've tried, but i don't think it will ever be the same. my love for you turned to hate. and i think for me to fully heal, i need to release you. so this is me letting you go. goodbye. thank you for the memories. i'll always love you.

I miss when I was in love with you, and it's breaking me not knowing if I'll ever be able to love you like I did.