i know i shouldn’t feel this way but i do, i want you in every way, i want you to be mine. im just scared

hope youre doing alright, although chances are youre doing perfectly fine and dont have a care in the world for me anymore. Im sorry if i ever made you feel uncomfortable or put you on the spot i just didnt know how to react when you told me. you were my world and without you i wouldnt have made it to see the end of 2020 alive, so thank you for that. im feeling numb and a little lost right now but i’ll be ok eventually

God I'm falling for you all over again, you never should've been so kind to me. I'm sorry I can't say "I love you" as friends

I still burn up when your face gets a little too close to mine. Why do you do that? You don't look at me though. You don't see me.

You're awful, you handled it awful and there's no lame excuse for that. Whoever's next in line is in for a treat.... make sure you don't gaslight into making them think you're their soulmate this time, buddy.. cause if the red string of fate applied to us....i think i would rather forcibly chop my pinkie off than to be involved with you ever again.

hey.. i know you know i love you. i hope you always know that. i mean who wouldn’t love someone as kind and sweet and cute as you. i mean cmon. anyway, it hurts me so bad that i can’t just hug you at a random time or just kiss you. i wanna be able to do it and that hurts me that i can’t do that but im still glad we have what we have. im still happy you’re mine and some day we will get married i promise!! :)) thank you for making me the happiest ive been in a longgg time. im glad you’re here to read this, and i hope you stay for many many mores paragraphs.

i still dream about you sometimes. i still miss you sometimes. i know it's best this way but sometimes...

I wish I could go back to chasing sunsets with you in more than just my dreams. You'll never know just how much you mean to me.

I can't reach you, but even without speaking to you I can't help but fall for you again and again. Your presence and lack of one both serve as my demise. So now I reach out here, in a way I know you'll never see. Maybe this message isn't for you, maybe it's just so the world knows that I won't be moving on. I'm in love with you and past the point of simply moving forward the way you seem to be able to so easily. Maybe you hate me, and that's okay. I can live without you, but I'll never love again. But thank you for everything, my darling. You still gave me more than I could've ever asked for.

I wish you had picked me. Why wasn't I enough for you? I'm scared I'll never be with someone like I was with you. You made me so genuinely happy, what if I can't find that again? That song that you said described us, I had to delete it off my playlist. For a time I was angry with you. I felt lied to, I felt like a lot of things went unsaid. I'm still angry. But more than anything, I wish you had picked me. I wish there was still an 'us'. I almost had someone else too, but I ruined it. What if you decide to pick me one day? I know it's not possible but you've been one of the only people I can commit too. I miss you.

you hated your name and you said the night is a beautiful thing to appreciate. ( btw every time i see the night sky i still think of you ) i miss you. its been three years and you've been on my mind for the past two weeks now. im so fucking sorry. please dont blame yourself for what happen because its not your fault, its all mine. if i had the chance for a do over id take it in a heartbeat. i miss you a lot and im truly deeply sorry < 3

I wanna say I didn't love you — at least, not romantically — but that's not true.

It probably couldve worked out if I felt comfy doing anything around u w/o u getting upset at me

do you still hate me? hope you're doing great in college

You were the best online friend I ever had, I just hope I could find you again

And as you go on I will wait patiently with open arms if you ever return.

i regret sending you the things i did on here.

im literally in love w you.

I wish I could tell you that I love you, but there is someone keeping me from saying it. Ilysm.

you mean so much more to me then you can ever imagine.

if you messaged me I'd be your friend again but I know you hate me

i love you so much i'd make a necklace out of your teeth

Do you ever look back?

I wish I had never met you. You hurt me so much but I still wish you the best.

I’ve finally found peace without you. I hope I never see you again

i might give up soon, u just dont keep ur promises :/

i miss you more than i want to admit. i so desperately want you to reach out again.

I am mad at myself for how easily I bend to your wishes. I wish I had more backbone w you

i had a crush on you in high school lol

I still miss you bug. And I still hold so much love for you angel. Never forget it.

You won’t know how much I’ve changed, but I hope you’ll be in my life again one day, I miss you :(

i miss you too, even if u tell urself you dont

i miss you sm i learned how to play the guitar for u

I wish you were with me all the time, ilysm and love when u hug me <3 ur the best

I still blame myself for losing you. I still wonder how it would be if you were here.

was any of it ever real? or did you just settle for me until he came along

how many ways can two people say ‘i love you’ without saying anything at all?

You're my favorite everything.

you're my favorite everything.

You're the coolest person I've ever met and I wanna be closer to youu

i kinda wish we never met but it was fun while it all lasted <3

i wish i knew id never see you again

i cannot understand how u think i dont love u bro id do literally anything for u no questions asked

I have so much to tell you but it’ll seem so cheesy.

do you think it's supposed to be this way?

I WANT TO KISS YOU

I love you

Dear future me.

I hope I love you someday <3

I'm sorry things have been weird. I regret things and I wish I could fix it in the blink of an eye.

I went to our spot again today.