This was the color you said you see me as when I asked you 3 years ago, I wonder where you are now.. I was supposed to visit you this year, but I guess you wanted to disappear. I get it, everything that happened fucking sucked. But it also sucked when you left me and everyone without an explanation. Exactly like Aya. It’s funny how we used to joke about that movie, turns out that’s exactly what we were.