Unsent messages to ASA
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: August 22, 2023, 3:36 am UTC
hope you know i'll forever be rooting for you
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: July 23, 2023, 5:15 am UTC
I need a hug and maybe some cheese and crackers idk
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: July 14, 2023, 10:11 pm UTC
U make me feel something, idk if it’s good or bad
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:35 am UTC
at least i won't risk seeing you two in this town
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: July 10, 2023, 5:53 am UTC
i hope you're doing okay <3 you deserve it
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:15 pm UTC
you don't realize how much i care about you. i would do anything for you if you asked. quite literally anything
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:59 pm UTC
..And as long as we share the same moon,
I may be at peace.
Because even if we’re a mile or a million apart,
you’ll never be a moon away.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:08 am UTC
i hate you but i love you. what can i even say.. why do you make me feel special just to not talk to me anymore? I know you can’t get me out of your head, because I can’t either. I really wish you cared about my feelings the way I did yours.. youre misunderstood. that’s okay. i tried to understand you but i’ve failed again. it’s my fault. it’s my fault for trying again, but this time; it’s your loss. I love you. but i’ve had to let you go. goodbye for now or until the next life, i’ll probably see you again then.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:06 am UTC
I want to feel your warmth embrace and your sweet lips close to me so badly. Its like missing something you never had, since we are so many miles away.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 25, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
i just want you to myself. but there's so many reasons why that will never happen. i just want you to want me as much as i want you
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 24, 2020, 1:29 am UTC
I don’t wanna hear about all the girls you’re fzcking but I act like I don’t mind when you tell me because losing you would be way worse.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:47 pm UTC
You’ve started to say “we“ and “us“ and it sounds like we’re a team now...
Please don’t break me again.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 19, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
a month later and i’m still super confused. i hope you’re okay. i’d like to know what’s up. rlly know.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 19, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
I don't think of you when I look at the stars anymore, but the moon will always be yours, so I hope the clouds are out tonight.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
You said you want me but what did you mean with that? When I tried to get closer to you, you pushed me away, blaming it on me. And now you let me in, but do you still want me? In what ways do you want me? As a friend? I dont want you to want me as a friend, you know that.. Why do you act the way you do and then push me away. It hurts. Are you just leading me on?
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 17, 2020, 11:37 am UTC
So it never meant anything to you... and I can’t even be mad at you about it because I’m not any better. But fuck you for not caring about my feelings
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
why did you chose her over me. i know she is prettier, but i thought you cared about more than that. im your match not her.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:52 am UTC
i miss looking into your eyes and the way you pulled me close. i miss the way you used to always call me and we could talk for hours on end. but everything's different now. i just want to go back
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:04 pm UTC
I don’t understand why you treat me the way you do. You told me that we can’t be together but you say all these things to me and it’s not fair, how am I supposed to unlove
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
im sorry. i really am. you deserve so much. thank u for showing me what it feels like to be unconditionally loved, I'm so sorry for taking you for granted. i look for u in all the boys I meet. wish we still talked. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Date: September 12, 2020, 2:52 pm UTC
I can’t believe you made me feel so special so quickly, fucking me raw, taking me to dinner, then taking me on holiday with you.... all for you to just completely throw me afterwards.. I don’t know what to say other than that I know you were looking at other girls when you were with me. And tbh I’m glad that you showed your true self to me- remember when you couldn’t even look me in the eye to tell me you didn’t like me anymore? You’re so fucking pathetic. And you have no jawline, or backbone for that matter. Loser! You suck at acting btw- on screen and irl. I could tell from ages ago that you weren’t feeling me anymore and you were just fucking me to be polite. Choke.
