Unsent messages to ASA
From: ABC
To: Asa
im sorry. i really am. you deserve so much. thank u for showing me what it feels like to be unconditionally loved, I'm so sorry for taking you for granted. i look for u in all the boys I meet. wish we still talked. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I can’t believe you made me feel so special so quickly, fucking me raw, taking me to dinner, then taking me on holiday with you.... all for you to just completely throw me afterwards.. I don’t know what to say other than that I know you were looking at other girls when you were with me. And tbh I’m glad that you showed your true self to me- remember when you couldn’t even look me in the eye to tell me you didn’t like me anymore? You’re so fucking pathetic. And you have no jawline, or backbone for that matter. Loser! You suck at acting btw- on screen and irl. I could tell from ages ago that you weren’t feeling me anymore and you were just fucking me to be polite. Choke.
From: ABC
To: Asa
So it never meant anything to you... and I can’t even be mad at you about it because I’m not any better. But fuck you for not caring about my feelings
From: ABC
To: Asa
You said you want me but what did you mean with that? When I tried to get closer to you, you pushed me away, blaming it on me. And now you let me in, but do you still want me? In what ways do you want me? As a friend? I dont want you to want me as a friend, you know that.. Why do you act the way you do and then push me away. It hurts. Are you just leading me on?
From: ABC
To: Asa
I don’t understand why you treat me the way you do. You told me that we can’t be together but you say all these things to me and it’s not fair, how am I supposed to unlove
From: ABC
To: Asa
i miss looking into your eyes and the way you pulled me close. i miss the way you used to always call me and we could talk for hours on end. but everything's different now. i just want to go back
From: ABC
To: Asa
i hate you but i love you. what can i even say.. why do you make me feel special just to not talk to me anymore? I know you can’t get me out of your head, because I can’t either. I really wish you cared about my feelings the way I did yours.. youre misunderstood. that’s okay. i tried to understand you but i’ve failed again. it’s my fault. it’s my fault for trying again, but this time; it’s your loss. I love you. but i’ve had to let you go. goodbye for now or until the next life, i’ll probably see you again then.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I don't think of you when I look at the stars anymore, but the moon will always be yours, so I hope the clouds are out tonight.
From: ABC
To: Asa
a month later and i’m still super confused. i hope you’re okay. i’d like to know what’s up. rlly know.
From: ABC
To: Asa
You’ve started to say “we“ and “us“ and it sounds like we’re a team now...
Please don’t break me again.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I want to feel your warmth embrace and your sweet lips close to me so badly. Its like missing something you never had, since we are so many miles away.
From: ABC
To: Asa
..And as long as we share the same moon,
I may be at peace.
Because even if we’re a mile or a million apart,
you’ll never be a moon away.
From: ABC
To: Asa
you don't realize how much i care about you. i would do anything for you if you asked. quite literally anything
From: ABC
To: Asa
I don’t wanna hear about all the girls you’re fzcking but I act like I don’t mind when you tell me because losing you would be way worse.
From: ABC
To: Asa
i just want you to myself. but there's so many reasons why that will never happen. i just want you to want me as much as i want you
From: ABC
To: Asa
why did you chose her over me. i know she is prettier, but i thought you cared about more than that. im your match not her.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I gave you everything and I was always there for you, but that wasn’t enough to make you stay.
From: ABC
To: Asa
i wonder if we’ll ever find the right time for each other. i had wished it was you instead of him
From: ABC
To: Asa
I wish we had given things another try. I wish I could kiss you one more time.
From: ABC
To: Asa
you are an angel and you being here means everything to me, how lucky i am to have you in my life
From: ABC
To: Asa
you’ll always be the person that holds my heart, even if i don’t have yours.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I am sorry I couldn’t love you the way you needed to be. I hope you can find the love you deserve
From: ABC
To: Asa
Your not your dad, you have a such pure soul, I hope your doing well my sweet boy, I’m here for you
From: ABC
To: Asa
I love you forever man, I’m so sorry for what this family has put you through. You are the kindest.
From: ABC
To: Asa
distance doesnt stop my love for you. please come back. am i as important? have you put me here too?
From: ABC
To: Asa
i think i’m finally ready to let you go. may we both have and find peace
From: ABC
To: Asa
i really wish you loved me enough to change the way you treat me.
From: ABC
To: Asa
Alcohol took you away. I didn’t have a choice I want more for my life. I’ll love you forever.
From: ABC
To: Asa
You did me so dirty, while I forgave you so much. I wish the worst for you sometimes.
From: ABC
To: Asa
I still think about that day on the bench..it was so peaceful
From: ABC
To: Asa
i still want you even after the way you treated me and it makes me scared about the future
From: ABC
To: Asa
we're just friends. your'e blind to all my efforts, so that's the decision you made. just friends.
From: ABC
To: Asa
i’d give anything to have you back. i’m sorry and i still love you silly
