i fucking hate u. the things u say and do to me emotionally is driving me insane. everyone says we are ‘best friends’ and i believed them when they said that. but no. i don’t want to be associated with u. i have never in my life hated someone as much as i hate u. fuck u. the amount of things i did for u and u stabbed me in the back. the things u say to me to bring me down. our friendship was basically all a competition. and u knew that so u decided to bring me down so u could be on top. so well fucking done. i want to kill myself now. but go ahead keep trying to do this ‘competition’ thing. and it’s not a personality trait sweetheart. and don’t u forget where all ur friends came from without me u wouldn’t have any. so sit the fuck down.

Love you to the moon & back, bestie

i hope we can talk again like how we used to, i never meant to hurt our friendship. i miss you.