It’s 1:30am I have school tomorrow morning. I keep asking myself why wasn’t I enough for you? Why didn’t you care about me the way I cared about you? Everyone is telling me to drop you to forget you because you don’t deserve me. I think this might be the time when I listen to them. You hurt me so bad tonight, so unforgettably bad. But I’m sure you don’t care about me. You confuse me and lead me on and yet I’m still here begging you for the bare minimum. You don’t ask me how I am or how my day was. You don’t want me. I am in tears writing this because I’m losing myself, you made me lose myself. And now you have lost me, because I’m done my whole world revolves around you and it’s not fair anymore. It’s not fair to me bc everytime you hurt me I feel more and more disconnected from reality. The shit you pulled is unforgivable, you fucking took my virginity and someone asks me if you know me and you say no. What the fuck how can you do that, why would you do that? Will, I can’t love you anymore you treat me so badly and shatter my heart all the time. Remember how you were always telling me how any girl could wrap their legs around you, we’ll go talk to one of them whores see where that gets you because you just lost the most amazing girl in the whole world who really really loved you.

I wish you knew how much i want to be with you and talk to you 24/7…