your name isn't common, but i don't know if you'll see this or not anyway. i don't know how to describe how much i loved you. it was almost insane how much i thought about you. after her i didn't know if it was a good idea for me to like anyone else. but i did. and it happened to be you. i'm thankful for it though. i was depressed when you weren't there, and i lived for your laugh and your life. you made me better, after everything that happened. i hope your life is happy. i hope you're happy. i'm sorry life sucks. but i love you.